
While i liked their chemistry and do enjoy short stories so i don’t mind only 25 chapters (22-25 seemed to be fluff chapters based on the raws) i feel like this trope does not fit a short story… we need closure on both jayden’s ptsd and just more relationship to show how he gets over matthew and falls in love with diego. And like everyone else said, the rape scene was completely unnecessary if the author is just going to brush it off, though plot-wise i think jayden just didn’t realize what happened either time, and thus there wasn’t really a place to bring it back up. Luckily since the story ended we won’t have to experience anything worse.

(this turned into a major rant im sorry everyone know im not trying to argue or hate on anyone and ik most people read this for fun (like me) and some of this is going way too deep into the abo universe) just binged and while i hated myself for reading this when it ended right at the most crucial chapter, but i just read like 5 extra raws with safari’s god awful auto translate and im satisfied w the outcome. anyways, tbh i hate myself for finding them cute when cha young is absolute garbage. He’s done so many things i fucking hate, like how gyuha specifically said dont cum in me and he still did, MULTIPLE TIMES, and then followed his second ‘mistake’ up with ‘oh next time i wont forget’ oh my fucking god. Are u fucking serious. i KNOW its a comic which is why im like. fine with the relationship or whatever cuz it’s the authors fault for writing it in and like they’re written to fall in love so whatever. But like. What the fuck. And i fucking hate every yaoi where the bottom says ‘im tired’ or ‘stop’ like 20 times and the top just keeps going at it. There’s absolutely no love if you keep doing something that makes the person you ‘love’ uncomfortable, in pain, or unhappy. Shoving it in without literally any foreplay???! ‘You’ll feel better soon’ oh my god i want to stab you. What the fuck is wrong with you. If you want to do these things you need specific consent prior to know they actually like it, and have the words ‘stop’ NOT be a safeword. Also, first he fucks him so hard he has some laceration inside his ass?? And after he puts ointment in, he… fucks him again? In what fucking universe does that make any fucking sense. Naturally gyuha said no but of course why would he respect that, this is a yaoi. Respectful sex? Whaf’s that? ‘I jusy wont tell him im in rut cuz he wont understand’ ok… well FIRST OF ALL, i think most people would know what heats and ruts are if they affect 30% of the population, because that’s 2.1 billion people… aka, they would teach this in school, there would be protocol if you find someone in heat/rut without suppressants, etc. so saying ‘i might be a little more aggressive’ and tgen fucking him for 3 days straight do NOT compare. Im not even gonna begin to think about how they ate, drank water, or how he took a shit if the guy never pulled out throughout the entire 3 days. Ohhhh my god i just. I read this stuff and i do enjoy it, i mean i scroll thru the sex scenes quickly but still read the dialogue, but i feel so sick knowing i still feel the relationship is cute when all this other stuff happened that i absolutely despise. Ik id never condone this irl so like. Technically it’s fine but i just rlly needed to have this moment to vent so im very sorry if u read all this. Im not judging whoever likes it tho. Mostly cuz i just dont rlly think or interact w ppl who read this stuff so judgement wouldnt even cross my mind. It’s fiction. Ok it’s 6:41am i rlly shoukd sleep… kms LOLOLLLLLLLLLL

But also, idrgaf about you, obv i posted this and people can comment that’s what the internet is for, but this was solely for my benefit so im not gonna respond even if you or other people reply for my peace of mind (especially cuz you already proved that my thoughts either don’t make sense to the average person or you’re weak at reading comprehension)
I never understood drawing the rape scenes out, or putting all the nasty things they said to him either. You can use rape as the plot device but how could you possibly want to draw that, or us see it?