beta
Shigure love for akito is just so weird to me. It felt more like he loved the idea of her, not really her bc How do you fall in love with the fetus at five? Like he fell in love just from a vision he saw and started obsessing over it from then on like most five-year-old would forget about it. This is why I also think he doesn’t try to do anything with her when she’s a minor or really groom her bc that’s not the memory he fell in love with. He still manipulated her in many ways and like they both would purposely hurt each other. In a weird way, they both found satisfaction seeing the other hurt or losing it. For example, he left her and made everyone leave her so she would depend on him, but it was mostly because he thought she deserved it. Which is so weird to me because if you love someone, you wouldn’t want to see them hurt but in a weird way, he found satisfaction of her losing it.