Ahhh this story came and was gone too soon thank you for uploading here tho
Is there gonna be more or is this the end of everything?
Probably the end since at the bottom of the page says The End.
But I hope I am wrong or that at least we get single panels I need MD shirtless and double date with the Main pairing
Ok, Thank you very much for replying.
Spoiler for chapter 53
I'm a non-English speaker and I had difficulty understanding the last panels. So I searched what grisly meant and it was a feeling of "causing horror or disgust.". So is ED saying that the familiar sense of pleasure he had once taste with McQueen was substituted by Chang's rape and therefore he was horrified and disgusted? Also, I couldn't understand if he came because, once again, he had the pleasure to come but that pleasure became something he is horrified of and feeling disgusted of himself (because he is twitching at the end). And then Chang's expression... is he surprised that he came? is he having a sudden realization of what he did? Can someone enlighten me? ╥﹏╥
Same question for me here? :o If you're right, Ed is feeling pleasure with pain ? I hope it doesn't get mixed with the feelings he had with McQueen. In other hand, it isn't surprising for someone getting raped to be feeling pleasure, even if it's not wanted. :/ Especially with someone used to be "detached" from "sex" because of a job, i think. :/
I think Ed is disgusted by the fact that He felt pleasure by doing it with Chang even if Ed hates him.
Thank you so much for all the replies (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ And yeah I now think that Ed may be feeling pent up and sensitive and even though he didn't like / didn't want / is disgusted by it since it's Chang (and he feels hatred towards him and also he basically broke his arm??) he came aka felt pleasure with it, but actually felt disgusted by it. There are studies that say for example that when you masturbate and feel guilty, sad and start crying afterwards is because something is off with you psychologically. Because masturbating actually releases the happy toxin and if you react with guilt to it maybe you are traumatized or feel that you shouldn't have done it etc. (this is from what I read on the internet). So I had a hunch that maybe Ed was feeling pleasure but it's different from the pleasure he feels after having sex with McQueen where he feels fulfilled and happy after it. Thank you so much for the enlightenment with all your comments though!! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ Let's see in the next chapter what Chan's expression is all about
Thank you Snoopy for the translation, I have been waiting for season 2 since season 1 ended in here so finally watching the bell notification made me really really happy ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Omg I was browsing an online bookshop and found out that this is actually a sequel?? So I had to come here and check for myself?? Years ago I bought this volume and I thought it was a stand alone story, my yaoi life has been a lie excited to read the prequel tho because it's such a beautiful story
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ringo_ni_hachimitsu/
Here!
But that link is the prequel of this story :3
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Thank you kawai bun ♡(˃ દ ˂ ༶ )