When kirino said that it's painful for him to see him grow more masculine, but he is okay... and seeing him leading a life that's society expect him to be, faraway from who he really is, it really broke me. I'm happy for mc and the couple but gosh my heart hurts
i feel so bad for kirino too. it brought me back to reality because when reading BL, the 2 main characters usually get together and live happily, but his situation is also very real and is the choice people often make as well. not everything has a perfect ending and i hate how people push their ideals onto others…imagine if kirino’s mother said she supported him. I can’t help but wonder a AU where he doesn’t have to hide himself. I just wish people would care less about gender when it comes to relationships because in reality they are still people. who says you can’t like the same gender just because straight relationships dominate the population?
Can I have at least ONE straight manga that doesn't have a love triangle trope. At least one where fl is aware of who she likes and makes it clear that she doesn't have any sorts o feelings for second ml. Like I don't want to watch fl being so indecisive over who she love and constantly changing sides.
So this was josei manga and it was short I think? The only thing I remember is that the guy a senior in the office and they work with lighting and stuff in events and buildings. In one of the scenes, one of the team members gives the wrong coloured bulbs for some event and then the guy and girl fixes it somehow..?
Im still in the middle of the story and I relate wooyeon cause no one ever knew that I was going through a hard time and even tried to kill myself. I know a part of that is because I always managed to put up a smile and just go through everyday like nothing is wrong. And when junwoo said "you cut your wrist one time doesn't mean you understand me" just because he saw wooyeon having normal life with job and friends, it hurt me. Cause if I was in the shoes of wooyeon at that time I know it whould trigger me and cause me to spiral down more.... no matter how well put together I look. So later when habit hyung criticised junwoo for his comment, I felt seen. And I'm glad he did because it felt like my suffering is not invalidated just because someone else looks like having much harder time than me. It felt like wooyeon was allowed to be hurt too from what junwoo said and not be like "well he went through this and its understandable that he whould tell something like that considering his depression, and the way he lived all these years. I shouldn't take it that hard to myself. " that why I said it as if my pain is not seen in the face of someone who actually look like going through depression. And I do understand why junwoo said it and why he fail to understand wooyeon's feelings but at that moment I can't help but feel for wooyeon considering my past self