
But start to feel angry with nk. If he's really taking IH's words to heart about being a prostitute, it's his numbing his emotions and not dealing with things properly. Sg catching The Feels makes me hope he confronts the main about what ih told him but with his way of being, a lot of things can go wrong. At this point, neither of them will continue to handle things the right way. It'll be interesting to see where the author takes everything.

I'm agree with you. Although I feel sympathy for Nakyum because of the hopelessness of his status, I also think he doesn't escape from the trope of being a weak or pretty weak and pathetic Uke (probably for the girls readers to project themselves better in the character or sympathize with him...). When we first saw him, he was drowning his sorrows in alcool because of his learned sir, 50 + chapters later he still is the same; because of the same person he was drunk and then had sex with the Lord... :/ etc... It's normal at this age to be emotionally unstable especially when you're in love, but NK is also indeed someone very impressionable who doesn't know to discern people. If NK wanted to say what he really feels, he would already have done it in the last chapter, but he really decided to mute and withdraw himself from any reach (SH). It's true that SH isn't the gentle kind, but the Lord is kind to NK in his own way, though NK is blind to all that goodness; NK is good to a liar and lies to the one who actually cares about him. With such a non combative personality it's not hard to imagine in which misfortune he would be right now without the Lord giving him everything.
And you're right, communication isn't part or their qualities so I guess things won't be clear before long chapters. They're attracted to each other though for now we can't deny that their interaction is toxic and more close to love-hate than love. NK needs some big slap (figuratif) in order to wake up from his lethargy and SH needs to communicate otherwise than with his d*ck.

The fact that hwan doesn't remember san sounds so fishy and like it's something bigger than we're all expecting x.x

I actually have a theory about that, if you're interested in reading it!
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/6616564/
And the author is on hiatus until October rip