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I come back every 4 months or so, but I rarely read the end. Why? Well, I loved Euan, he was the best brother anyone could ask for and I, from beginning to end, shipped him and Gabriel. But they never ended up together, Gabriel even showed total apathy towards him when she came to say goodbye to ray. Like, i get you didn't like him romantically, but this mans a gem, so at least give a proper goodbye. Also, he died. Whyyyyy just whyyyy
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Euan was indeed a very tragic character. I don't know if you've read this author's other work Flowers of Evil, but she does have a thing of making the protagonist not end up with the most charismatic male lead haha. And I'm pretty sure she does this on purpose! Like she thinks the romance that didn't happen will mark the readers way more than if the couple really did happen. And hatefully she's right, because I keep obsessed with the possibility of Jeremy x Euan to this day. She made the main character meet Euan first, kiss him first and etc, tropes that usually happens for the main couple. All to mislead us to really ship them. This sadistic author knows exactly well what she does haha
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I honestly even question myself why I'm reading this at this point.
I strongly dislike smut yaoi and yaoi itself is a meh
Why am I still reading?
Yea well i was waiting for mc to leave that big dude for good, but it doesn't seem like it'll happen.
So dropped at 32 :))))))
(I'm not tryna criticize people who likes this, it jsut aint my cup of tea)
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It was good, but there were some things that annoyed the shit outta me
1. Haruka: What the- Okay so first off, couldn't the author make her look remotely pretty? She doesnt have to be seen as it, just drawn. Secondly, her personality, jesus, she invites strangers inside (easy target for rape) she unbelievably timid and can't figure out her feelings at all.
2. The other guys: I mean, I doubt it's normal for SO many guys to be interested in the same boring girl who has nothing special about her.
3. The dad: I usually don't really care about the dads, but what kinda dad would blackmail son, flirt with his girlfriend and jsut be all-around asshole. Nope, not for me.
4. Age gap: 6 years... That's a lot. Too much in my opinion. How could you even fall in love with an elementary school student... That's lowkey disgusting
ok well discontinued, that sucks