
I MEAN I KNEW WE WERE HEADED IN THE DIRECTION WHERE THAT SHITTY EXCUSE OF A HUMAN WHO BASICALLY SOLD JICHAN TO SEE HIM TURNED AND HUMILIATED WOULD COME ON TO HIM BUT I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD BE THIS SOON
I think this also highlights how much better of a person Jichan is bc that shithead would likely break if he was ever bitched but Jichan going so what if I’m an omega and then making everyone eat dirt *wipes tears* I don’t even want ur classic Mido rushes in time to save Jichan I want Jichan to pummel that shit to the ground please please please

every chapter ever since season 2 my heart hurts every time i read bc it’s so tragic. mido who was basically abandoned again and bc of the way he lived (without jichan), the only way he knows how to resolve things is through violence and cruelty. and it doesn’t help that he still clings to jichan’s promise of being family hence the whole trying to baby trap him. and then there’s jichan who hasn’t forgiven himself for losing mido and can’t bring himself to acknowledge that this /is/ mido bc he wouldn’t know how to live with himself. like it’s more tolerable for him to hate this person and pretend he’s lying and impersonating the person he’s been yearning for than admit that this is mido.
they just keep hurting each other and it’s so painful. (the end of ch 37 made me queasy though closes eyes. amazed at the creators but can’t help but wonder how it’ll resolve)
started this series after seeing the popup art being posted online, binged it in 2 days, and now nothing seems to interest me anymore. LIKE THIS ONE HAD IT ALL: idols, survival show struggles, a meta commentary about said idols & survival shows because he was a data/photo seller. the isekai aspect and struggle to survive. THE HUMOR IN THE RIGHT PLACES but also the lone wolf personality but accidentally cares a bit too much and adopts everyone god i love him so much. all of them!! need s3 soon to see eugune & chungwoo grow closer to moondae (same with sejin A)
how do i fill this hole in my heart…