
not that anyone will read it but here's my little rant about today's chapter:
1st: fuck that twink
2nd: monkyeon clearly has deeper feelings for nanjo, and in my perspective he's upset bc he broke his own promise. he might be manipulative and a little slutty, but the man does have a heart! i also think he didn't WANT to do with the twink anymore. his obsession with nanjo is growing stronger by the day, to the point he would go out of his way to be the only one to touch him
3rd: as i've been saying from day 1, nanjo is NOT that innocent! he's not your average bottom and i think he has other reasons to keep seeing monkyeon. i mean, if he likes twink so much, why not make time to see HIM, at least once, when he keeps being consistent in seeing monkyeon? it doesn't make sense to me. also, he's a business man. you want to me believe he's dumb? nah. his poker face is just too good.
4th: gurl, monkyeon's expressions of obsession just keep getting creeper. i love it. and i also love that nanjo is not a delicate touch me not bottom. he's more of a touch me and you die bottom.
5th: i like their dynamics. it's a little fucked up, but it's very intense and it feels very raw. way more real than anything nanjo could have with that twink cause he's just a shallow little guy.

"when i woke up" bro talks as if he came straight out of a lab looool!! at least now we know that the man may be SICK and that may be the reason why he vomited that time!!!
i'm still on his side, i think he's a cute innocent potato who doesn't even understand himself.. but if it turns out he's just fooling everyone including us readers im SO READY for the plot twist.
now everyone who was calling him an homophobic can go to HEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL!!!!

okay, now that the translation is here, its even more obvious that monkyeon has some feeling for nanjo, but i wouldn't say love nor passion.. there's just something getting born, and he himself is afraid because his attraction to him is lasting longer that it usually does (apparently). he is a little twisted, yes, but i don't think he is evil, definitely not a red/black flag.
nanjo... his character is so interesting to me. he's definitely a devoted one, or maybe just really stubborn, or maybe his pride is his greatest prize, because tell me why is he doing all this for that twink? why put himself in this position? he's either really naive/innocent or he just doesn't want to recognize that he's getting played by the twink. at least monkyeon is honest with his intentions, and that's why i like (also why many are hating him).
anyways this is going to be a hell of a good ride

I think for Nanjo-jshi, being a self-professed straight guy who fell for a twink is still somewhat acceptable? Vs falling for a hunk! Like for a closeted gay, justifying to himself like okay the twink is slightly how a girl would be in a relationship - short, lean, soft, adorable? But A HUNK? He's clearly not averse to his presence, but there is no self awareness until now.

just read today's raw and monkyeon they could neeeever make me hate you!
i think that whoever shit talks their "relationship" should just drop it already. it's clear the approach the author is taking, and if its not your cup of tea just don't read and stop shit talking monkyeon and making nanjo to be just a "victim". they are adults in a complex web of feelings. it's going to be a long way before they understand each other, and even more so to CONFESS any love for each other. and monkyeon is NOT a red flag for fucks sake
it looks like a monster dildo holy shit