Katyfaye want to read (All 1)
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This novel gets super dark. Not just the obsessive ML in the novel, but what happened in the real world too. When it was revealed why the MC is not well, though that's not something in the novel, it was genuinely upsetting. I couldn't stop thinking about it, I talked to people about it because I had to share since it was really bothering me so much. It's just about the worse thing I've ever read in a novel. I'm sure that some people won't agree with how bad it is to me. But it legit caused me to have an existential crisis.
What ends up happening?
I'll give you the spoiler if you want it.
From my understanding (I might be wrong) in the real world they were in a mall with mc, ml, and sister until the mall collapsed, while they collapsed rubble damaged the MC and ML but the only one who was badly hurt was the MC that's why he's always sick, so yes they are in the sisters novel. I believe the brother is either the sister or someone else but they had memories as well but forgot them or smth among those lines thats why he's acting weird. This is a big plot twist so bewrare : from what I can remember once the wake up the rubble falls on them killing the ML while he was saving the MC. more happens but I lowk forgot sorry ╮(￣▽￣)╭
um please enlighten us of this information lol
Yes for sure spoil for me, I’ll still read it regardless. I can’t stand NOT knowing.
Beriio has most of it right. A lot of people in the novel are from the real world. The ML was in love with MC but things happen and their relationship goes bad. They meet again in university and ML is still in love with MC but angry about the past. MC agress to go on a date with ML to try to clear things up. They go to the mall. MC sister and her friend and some other people who are friends with MC are there. The roof collaspes, all but MC die. ML protected him so he lived but in still crushed and dying. Time passes different in book world, so whild MC sees ML die he is suffering in the dark, looking at the face of the person he loves who died trying to save him. That's why he's sick, he's not dead he just suffering in pain and because of the time difference he is suffering and dying alone in the dark for years. When he remembers everything he is resentful of ML for trying to save him because if he hadn't done that the MC would have just fully be in the world of the novel.
So how does it end???? Does he continue to live on “mentally” in this made up/book world. Does he go back to reality?
I personally found the twist so sad It was an okay dark novel, I'm just happy they got their happy ending(even tho it was a whole ass rollercoaster)
that was not what I was expecting oh my
Yes, it all works out in the end and they live happily ever after in the novel world. After all, they are all dead in the real world so they can't go back.
Oh my god……………
I hate a lot, but what I hate most is that it portrays BD/SM relationships as inherently wrong. He's afraid of falling back into old patters? If you get off on pain, that's not a bad thing. Everyone in this was just doing it wrong. One guy was an abuser full stop, one was processing his own issues by pushing someone who with no experience into a sexual kink that wasn't his, and finally you have the guy who is insecure and full anger and allows himself to be pushed and pulled until he lashes out. They all suck and none of them actually know anything about a real BD/SM relationship. As a person in the lifestyle it pisses me off to see these things. Going to go read My Sadistic Master now to read a more accurate portrayal of the culture.
Wait take me with you
Please do join me. In it the Dom is a proper Dom, brutal in play but gives great aftercare to his Sub. The Sub is strong and stands up for himself when someone tries to take advantage. He never has to be forceful with his Dom and can just be cute baby for his Dom daddy. There is an age difference, but the younger one is the one who pursues the relationship at first the Dom is just worried about him and keeps feeding him until the kid finally is like 'Do me' being cute and begging for it. The Dom is super hot too, all buff and tatted. Mobster x Student, the kid is in college. Anywho here's the link.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_sadistic_master/