Shirayuki's Topics (125)

I’m mad that Param had sex with Mr Han because he was obviously emotionally manipulated. I’m team Hwi all the way. With that said, I don’t understand why everyone literally hates Param so much now they’re willing to call him shitty names and such. I’m sorry but Param is NOT in a relationship with anyone. He has the right to sleep with whoever the fuck he wants and it isn’t immoral in anyway. He’s not committed in a relationship yet and he does not have a lover.

Those who say it’s still wrong for Param to sleep with Mr Han probably have no idea how relationships work. You date someone when you officially talk to them and become lovers. If Param was dating Hwi, then what Param did would be called cheating. If you get angry that someone you love and care for had sex with another man, that’s normal - of course you’ll be angry. But know this: the person you like DOES NOT OWE YOU anything. You are not officially a couple. You have no right to tell them not to have sex with others just because you love them. And absolutely, you have no right to call them a slut for doing so. Param is NOT a slut. Period. He has intentions to find the person he truly loves. He isn’t fooling around with anyone’s feelings. In fact, Han has been the one playing around with his feelings and if you’re going to call someone a slut, Han’s the more likely candidate (but srsly don’t do it).

Originally, he liked Mr Han. Hwi came much later. Now that he had sex with Mr Han, he now knows he genuinely likes Hwi. Done deal. The Han phase is over now, thank fuck. Now I’m going to pretend this scene never happened and hope he reconciled with Hwi soon.

Ema got be choking when he glared at Nino to make him pick him on the team LOL MA BOI CALM DOWN XD Chika is a lucky girl having many sniper mentors on her team to teach her. I think she’ll grow a lot from being on Ninomiya and Azuma’s team.

Hiiragi needs to convey his feelings properly and Shizu needs to calm down and listen. This is all just another misunderstanding. You can’t tell what is in someone’s head so you can only guess from their outer appearance.

I think Hiiragi was in fact jealous of Mafuyu and Yuki’s relationship. He was lonely, not because he liked Yuki, but because he didn’t have such a relationship so close, connected, and intimate with someone he respected and loved being around. Hiiragi definitely looked up to Yuki, but that’s hardly a romantic feeling. Shizu was there for him when he felt left out of Mafuyu and Yuki’s ring, and that is exactly why Hiiragi fell in love with Shizu - because he was always there for him.

I don’t think Hiiragi should think he was taking advantage of Shizu’s kindness. He deserves to have someone he loves that loves him back. If you’re lonely, you want to be around others - that’s not toxic, that’s normal. Shizu, on the other hand, is someone who has always looked at Hiiragi, who in turn is looking at Yuki & Mafuyu. From his perspective, he can only assume that Hiiragi feels something special towards Yuki , which isn’t wrong. He does feel deep respect and adoration for Yuki and Mafuyu’s relationship but it isn’t love. Shizu doesn’t know that, however. There’s no way for him to know that.

All Shizu knows is Hiiragi is lonely because of Yuki and Mafuyu. He’s always been staying by Hiiragi’s side watching over him without knowing Hiiragi stayed with him, not because Shizu was simply there as a substitute, but because Shizu willingly CHOSE to be there with Hiiragi, which is why Hiiragi fell for him — for once, he was the “chosen” one. I don’t think Hiiragi was taking Shizu for granted. Even if you’re lonely, you don’t just stick with some random person forever if you don’t genuinely enjoy their company.

I hope they really talk things out. I love this ship so much and they have potential to be the best one yet.

Probably the only author ever to perform a redemption arc well without glorifying or brushing over any toxic abusive behavior. The author clearly called out Kan’s unforgivable actions for what it was and kept them that way without ever trying to justify his actions because it could never be justified. But even so, they managed to give Yumi and Kan a most fitting end. They loved each other and fit together like puzzle pieces but the timing was just not right - it was never meant to be.

I’m glad there was no huge overblown apology scene with tears and hugs because that shit is just not realistic. No one does that in real life. An apology never makes the pain disappear. It only forces you to relive it and gives you a temporary relief or satisfaction, but in the end, you must find a closure on your own. Not having an apology scene made it clear no one was trying to justify anyone’s actions. They all know abuse is abuse and simply tried their best to move on from their mistakes without forgetting the past that happened. I’m truly glad both Kan and Yumi found their own happy ending away from each other. Their lives intersected once and it was beautiful and tragic, but it should never intersect again.

I’m actually digging Mary’s story way more than Yumeko’s. I don’t know why but Yumeko is more like a monster with supernatural gambling senses so it’s kind of hard to sympathize with her. But Mary is so human and “normal” it makes me want to cheer her on. Also, Mary fking kicks ass hell YEAH.

Yahwi is a piece of shit right now but Cain is giving mad sus vibes right now too. I don’t trust a smiley innocent face with secret agendas because it could all easily be an act. Idk what happened in their so called past-lives but until that is revealed I ain’t budging an inch for any of these two people. We don’t know any of their backstories and it’d be bad to judge them prematurely when we don’t know the full story of what happened.

I have a feeling Yahwi may be a part of the past-life Cain knows. Maybe they were enemies or perhaps, who knows, maybe it was the other way around where Yahwi in the past was with Jooin and Cain wants that in this life.

Wtf there’s actually DBD doujinshi out there? I did not know this was something I needed to see LMFAO

I’m very pleasantly surprised that this manga took an unexpected turn in the end. Usually, all the AV industry manga end up with the actors quitting to live a normal life after finding their true love. However, this manga takes the opposite approach and it really makes you wonder, why do people decide to follow down this path? Is it just because they like the sexual act? Is it because they’re trying to “win” over the prejudice? Or are they simply suffering from un-resolved trauma? I think Kou’s decision to break up and stay as an actor shows his resolve that he didn’t choose this path just because of a trauma, but that he really genuinely wanted to take the top spot in this industry because Shuzo is able to portray his true self to others. He doesn’t want to lie about his own sexuality and this job allows him to truly be himself and I respect that. I’m sure after Kou eventually comes to terms with himself, they’ll end up back together as lovers for real.

Call me naive all you want, but I’ve always been the type of person who always tries to look at the good in everything. I’m not saying I agree with this scamming bastard’s actions because that won’t ever change. I know most people would say that even though he saved him, he’s still a scamming bastard which is true but I’ve always been the kind of person who thinks the opposite. That even though he’s a piece of trash, it doesn’t change the fact that he saved this poor dumb kid who followed him into a dangerous place just to make peace with him. Not saying it’s full redemption, but at least it shows that he’s still got some human decency left in him. I hope we get to see more from his side to understand and see his motivations.

U know what? They both have some weird wiring inside your heads. Dobin is a complete airhead, even more than Yeong. Leegyum is just a bastard that acts completely on random emotional fluctuations and forgot he started all this. They’re both kinda whack in the head so in that sense, it’s a match made in heaven or maybe hell lol

Well, that is, as long as they’re both happy with this and clear up all the misunderstandings.