I honestly only remember up until chapter 30 because I dropped it from sheer embarrassment. Now I've come back to read the last few chapters, and I'm in absolute awe of how it boomeranged into a sweet ending. I did Not expect that. I'll have.... To... Pick... It up again... (●￣(ｴ)￣●)
My CEO baby deserved better ┗( T﹏T )┛ sobbing in my room right now before I gotta go to work
Why would you give me a beautiful, muscly, hot bottom ml only to blueball me from his happiness after dropping his sad lore like that
Maybe it's because I just came from binging Bls, but my fujoshi heart got LOCKED IN
Older brother Han x MC ftw
So fucking good. They're all so precious, and the way they're tackling their problems and traumas make tears weld up in my eyes. Ik when we get around to Mogari's childhood, the waterworks are gonna flow
I hope he gets their asses (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
And to think I liked some of them!!! Mfkrs
My dick slightly hardens everytime I see Han maru's sltty expression and waist holy mother of mercy Mary. Put me out of my misery
oh!
NILEESSSSSSS
Everything there's a flashback and I see his face I cry
On another note. I understand jeongro's struggles and stress, honestly way more than I wish I did - with a ill mother and stress about life, school, career (in my second to last year of uni after taking a leave of absense, working a parttime I feel emotional numb in while I try to take care of my mom while my dad withers away from dementia (though I don't really give a shit about him because he was a neglectful and almost abusive father to me my entire life - never hit me again for 'dicipline' once I turned 14 because I wouldn't let him). But, the one thing I've always wished for was some kind of love outside of my mother's. I found a little bit of it with a close friend, but she had enough problems with her home life to add the emotional weight of mine. This is all to say I understand Jeongro so fkn much, that damn desperation and wondering if you'll ever be okay again, if the pressure will ever lift. But that'll never be a good enough excuse to ignore the people who genuinely love you - to be so blinded by your own selfness (which, honest it all is. Suffering is inherently selfish, and I've been so selfish for a long time - though sometimes I dream about days where I can be a little more and break free without the crushing guilt), it's why I almost despised him when he left Gyul. Maybe, I saw a reflection of myself and what I could be capable of in my future... The hurt. Although, I suppose we're different in that I never left. I could've never left because my mom was already sick by the time I wanted to leave, to find myself. In that sense, I'm honestly so envious of Jeongro, for at least trying, even if he flew too close to the sun, before he truly had to deal with familial suffering, because I think he became stronger than I could ever be - to which I guess I'm a little bitter. What a damn good story. Gyul is still my favorite of course haha! Sorry for the rant. Had a lot of pent up emotions there I suppose.
Hope is always on the horizon y'all
(If you know you know)
By the end jeongro managed to redeem himself, so since gyul is happy, I'll be happy ╥﹏╥
He was very sweet towards Gyul though (finally, with the passion that Gyul always gifts him, he's reciprocating. Really pissed me off the middle chapters) so I'm looking forwards to the side stories!!!
Lmao, Frost just watched Junho get waterboarded from inside a fermentation pot.
(Ooooo, Frost fandom introduction comin' up)