The author is uploading it here, very beautiful art ( ̄∇ ̄") This is so cute and sad, I can relate to feeling useless honestly and everyone is taking advantage of him.
Seems like a really good plot, it's disturbing but it probably touches a lot of topics in Japan that's normalized, none of this is supposed to be sexualized in any way, I'm not sure why everyone keeps mentioning Loli though, she's in college.
Sad, I ended up crying and I know someone out there is feeling this way, so this is rare but if you're pregnant reading manga right now and read this, please never choose this ending for your life and your babies, you don't deserve that.
Honestly, it's a little frustrating but I understand how he feels, it's so shameful when your own friends see you as either a competition or someone who makes them look good, I was worried the art would be smut because it's usually that kind of artstyle, but this, this is such a nice plot (▰˘◡˘▰)
The way I guessed it right but a very exciting plot im excited to read ( ̄へ ̄)