
Am I the only one who thinks brian is selfish....
he says he does all this for sol but it makes him constantly anxious and angry...
and he doesn't even stop lorkan when he goes too far, it's like he ignores it even though it's obvious why he does this....
he also ignores what sol says and his concern for him and look at what happened...
he died in the end and left sol behind waiting for a very long time to fulfill his dream...
he may have really loved sol but not as much as sol loved him he was willing to do anything for him from the beginning....
I like him but his personality is really different he is too forgiving and sacrificial just bring back the wonderful and cruel ian and kill that disgusting yellow...
and I think even if ian remembered his old self he wouldn't be a different person he would be ian but with a more mature personality

Unfortunately ian and brian have a lot in common, and the sacrificial part is also included. Do you remember how Ian who just met soleite could sacrifice himself to be captured by derwin's army? but for the bright side...it seems like, while Brian is the hero-type that would sacrifice his loved one for the world, Ian seems to be the opposite, he would sacrifice the world for his loved one. Ian only protects the people he loves. His loyalty to Derwin was only to repay his favor to Cardinal Heron, he also has no attachment to Archaia(unless he becomes brian again). Brian loves both Archaia and Soleite equally. In other hand, Ian has no interest in other things, he only cherishes Soleite and Heron, who saved him. Well i just hope in this life Ian can live longer than Brian.

Brian is a selfless person. While i agree he is not taking time to care for himself i think , like soliete mentioned its coming from his nature and his nurture is what keep him to do so. He tries to do by himself in where he think he is capable and doesnt want to rely on sol bc he think he can do all by himself just like he did in his past. But in the end he died after he accomplished what he wanted to do from the beginning . Since his childhood he wanted to help people and he even got sacrificed bbecause of that behavior didnt aligned w selfish priests . And now he has sol and he want to complete building this world thats why he tries to do all he can inorder to give sol a better world while he lives ( this is just my pov tho ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ )

Yes, now that you mentioned it...
there are some things in common, they both put themselves in danger for the people they care about...
but after watching the whole past part...
I think I like both but I lean towards Ian more maybe because as you said he puts the people he loves first and not the whole world ....
and since they are basically the same person..
if Ian happens to be remembered I hope the writer succeeds in merging them together in a good way that doesn't make anyone feel bad.....
I also hope Lorkan dies I really don't know why I hate him so much, when he appears I get frustrated..

Yes , his personality is like this since childhood..
but from another party's pov , he seems like a selfish person not to the world and people, but to the person he loves.....
even though he knows that if he continues the way he lives he will die early leaving Sol alone behind...
of course he wants Sol to live in the wonderful world they created together, but what's the point of not having him in it, even if it was for a few years...
Sol suffered a lot and definitely blamed himself for not being able to protect him and watch him die like this..
so let's say brian never put sol first especially when it comes to achieving his dream, it's not that I don't like him but because of that sol really suffered a lot..
Watching someone you love almost die so many times to get something they want without backing down, even if you get angry and upset, there is no change and in the end dying this way .... is really frustrating

I know what the ML did wasn't good and he was really jerk, i hated him for this but i know how much he loves jeoh and he will do anthing for him ...
from his pov it seems like everyone betrays him and they ask him to wait..,
His father abandoned him, in order to live a better life with his new family, and left him with a paper saying, “I will come and take you,” and he kept waiting and waiting until he realized that he wouldn't return..
his ex was like that, he loved her so much, but for revenge and to gain power she decided to be with someone else and after everything is over she would come back to him, what did she think he is ? A dog?
I hope the MC doesn't do this, that he thinks it's okay to sell himself for them to be free, this is just wrong,....
I really hope he doesn't change, his hesitation and some of his words ... like he's asking the ML if you've ever ridden in a car like this or been to a hotel like this, this makes me worried,.....
this is how it started with his ex , dumping him again would be the end of the world for him ....
I don't know but I think the author will make a situation like this with that bastred, whether it's an act issued by the MC or rape and for me this will be the end,
basically things are complicated we don't need a dirty third party, but it seems the author loves this shit
From the rape at the beginning of the season this is clear Unfortunately

Even though the uke regretted it so much,.....
I really don't know, no matter how hard I try to accept him I can't....
I couldn't stand him for a moment after what he did..
I just can't forgive him....
At first I enjoyed reading the story, even when he broke seme's heart several times I considered it normal to develop the plot....,
but the last one was like a thunderbolt ...I hated him and hated the whole story
but I continued reading and even the side story,
why?!
because unfortunately I can't control myself when I start a story, I have to finish it no matter how bad it is

The story in general is good...
but I really can't say that I enjoyed reading it. ..
The amount of pain and suffering that the sweet seme went through all those years until he reached the relationship he wanted...... really makes me very sad every time I remember it.....
I know that uke also suffered in the past but trying to bring back the smile and life to him again is really tiring....
Loving someone like that for all these years is tiring so the seme suffered a lot
but maybe it's okay, the important thing is that he is happy in the end....that's what he wanted after all

I really enjoyed reading the story, it's very good....
Until ! !!
what is this? Wtf ? really Wtf ??
Did something happen to the author's brain at the end?
Was there a need for chapter 55 ??!
It's not that we'll say, look how he sacrificed his body or wow hot....(because unfortunately some include rape in the story because it might be exciting)....
but what is this, it's very disgusting, it really ruined the story....
I mean the story is close to the end or even ended, what was the need for this disgusting scene??
Really, what a shame, ruining a good story just to add something disgusting, it's not even understandable..
But look at one of the author's previous works, you will understand....

The story is good in general.....
But for me what happened in the last chapters especially chapter 55 made me upset it seems like a betrayal to me....
I think this ruined the story a little.... for me of course
I don't know but I didn't like the uke here, he had a choice but he never trusted the ML and left him first so he wouldn't be abandoned again.....and It saddens me that the owner thought he would be waiting for him but he didn't ..
well what happened to him in the past is the reason, but I think loving someone like that is tiring...
anyway the important thing is that the owner is happy he is my favorite character
he is royal and deserves the best ....
And ..
Happy Ending ..
but it's very rushed, as if the author got bored or something like that...

Good until chapter 11....
it makes the person uncomfortable, it's unnecessary...
I even hated the uke (even though I didn't like him that much from the beginning) ...
because it feels like cheating...
He didn't push him or even give a reaction that he hated it.... does he think he has the right to be jealous and tell the seme not to touch anyone else, really?
I don't know..... the seme deserves better, he's so loyal and very kind and of course being with someone like that is a waste in my opinion....
and I really hate all the characters like uke here, the problem is there are a lot of them in BL stories these days..

Umm I didn't like the uke....
his personality is not described as strong but rather bad and selfish....
of course it's not related to the rape scene and the way he deals with it....
but what I find incomprehensible is that he wants the seme to confess first, he knows that his personality is like this and he has difficulty expressing his feelings, as he said about him that he keeps the same expressions and doesn't talk , ......
So why didn't he confess first since he has a great personality and unlike the seme?
He keeps asking the seme do you have something to tell me ! Really !....
And basically he thought of him as an easy person to play with.....
he even thought of calling another guy just to have fun, and because the seme refused and got angry, it didn't happen..
He even said in the end that he liked his body and that because he mentioned a certain name, he rejected him !!!
he's disgusting and indirect and insincere, so what's the good thing about a character like this? I didn't find him attractive at all...
If the Seme did something like this, everyone without exception would be against him and would hate him..
Well I didn't like the story and I didn't like the FL or her character....
especially the way she deals with the second ML, she rejected him several times but she didn't stop him from flirting with her in a categorical way, and she gets shy when he flirts with her, her feelings are incomprehensible, she doesn't want him to go and shows sadness,...
what's this, it's not like he'll be the second husband so why would she do that..
she's always hesitant in my opinion she doesn't deserve what the two do for her, especially the first ML did and still does anything for her and look she's not ready to give up or do anything for him...
really the lines of emotion here are incomprehensible how the ML came to love her deeply and their moments together are few, and even the content is chaotic, when you read new chapters you wonder oh what was the story again, personally I don't recommend reading ...
Yeah, it never made sense on how their love came to be. It felt to be purely lust, there isn't any real strength to their love blossoming. Their just doesn't feel to be chemistry.