FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop's activites

⁃  uke always horny > nonstop sex drive – literally *begs* be fucked!
⁃  sexy ukes
⁃  tight hole defiled
⁃  peachy/juicy butt
⁃  huge dick
⁃  buff/muscular ukes
⁃  submissive ukes (w/wo BDSM)
⁃  rapist/asshole semes
⁃  taller ukes
⁃  younger ukes
⁃  student a/o teacher ukes
⁃  childhood/school/college friends
⁃  dominant/strong ukes
⁃  cross-dresser ukes
⁃  demon ukes
⁃  sukes/sekes (versatiles)
⁃  fuck buddies
⁃  friends to lovers
⁃  coworkers to lovers

All these mangas have situations where seme acts too 
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads 
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that 
revolves around semes who realises they were 
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their 
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only

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Pure fluffiness, extreme fked up obsession, we got 'em all here~ I tried to categorize them based on the main characters relationship. Do expect some disgusting side characters even if the manga is categorized as (soft stuff). 

 Categories:
= bubbly n sexy (somewhat healthy)
= messed up sh*t (noncon, abuse)
= mix of both (dark love but it's forgivable(?))

 More:
= triggers
= summary

 Lastly, enjoy~!

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Hewwo and welcome! ₍₍ ( ๑˃◡ ˂๑)◞♡

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        BL only!!!

= triggers (do expect violence, too bothersome to put)
        abuse: could be physical, mental, verbal, sexual etc.

= my rating
 (5=absolute fav, 4=very noice, 3=goodie, 2=meh, 1=nah)

= mayb +1 star

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         Get ready for some psychologically draining and
         emotionally terrible manga!

“You’ve manifested as a recessive Omega.” No way…But I only came here to get a check up fo...

I think the idea of defying destiny is quite interesting in an omegaverse setting and romantic, too. However, to really make it convincing, Miuyauchi could've not had the kid (as far as I'm concerned, betas can't have children in the first place. It's fiction, I know, and rules can be altered to the storyline, but with particularly a storyline like fighting destiny and rigidity, leaving the rigid rules in place would've made more sense for the impact of the story), and his love for Kudou would have still been purely out of choice for each other, without a fated bond, or a child keeping them especially bonded. I liked the idea of Miuyauchi craving a child and working through accepting his fate together with his super loyal, devoted Kudou. It would've made the story so believable. The first couple was forgettable, but I guess they were needed to introduce to us the actual main couple, even if set up as a 'secondary' butler couple.

Overall, some cool lines, interesting concept, however, at times, very confusing panels, family relationships, and inconsistencies with the baseline of the story - defying or accepting destiny.

I love the rational, assertive, mature (not limited to age)  and independent type uke a lot. Their cool and relaxed personality is very refreshing to me....In other words I hate whiny, crybaby and weak minded uke.i can never enjoy them let alone feel sympathy when they face trouble lol! So~
WARNING
          this list will have uke that  I find,
 COOL & Relaxed 
      Elegant &
          Hot
          Queen or slutty
 & Most of all, jaw dropping beauties that knows what they want! 

Finally, fucking finally a non toxic, actually caring, actually expressing emotions type of alpha who's not a deranged robot, an untouchable perfect prince or a pervy, rape-y psychopath. Alpha seems like an actual human being and is SUCH A GOOD BOYFRIEND (he sets the bar where it should bem.. Oh boy, he does). Definetly happy to read this, it's a refreshing dynamic in omegaverse

I really LOVE Possessive semes, this is my most active list because I just can't stop searching for those possessive semes in yaoi mangas

Also, there are few points that I'd like to tell you about this list:
1. I REALLY don't like yaoi mangas with womanizer and skirt chaser seme/uke, straight seme/uke. Therefore, what will you find (MOSTLY) in this list will be those 'real gay dudes in yaoi manga' XD. 

2.Possessive Seme in my dictionary (LEL XD) means....
-He forbid any other people touch/talk/involve into something with his uke, and when somebody does, he  repeatedly saying 'You're mine!!!'. That's why I HATE those yaoi manga where even though he said 'you're mine' and so on to his uke, the seme keeps on cheating 
-He keeps his uke all for himself (confinement)
-Oh, they're not only possessive, they're also sex addict semes, aggressive semes, forceful semes and some of them are quite violent.
-many of them are about those submissive uke types, AND I LOVE IT XD

3. Thus, for the conclusion is that my favourite kind of yaoi manga is when....

-Possessive seme with aggressive and forceful behaviour, and also easily gets jealous  
-Submissive ukes XD actually these type of uke is kinda hard to find, because I found many of them are those tsundere type.


Yup, that's all!

I find myself always returning to this story. Love the angst, the sexual tension, the toxicity. The mentally fucked up main character just adds to the whole authenticity of the story. It's like super believable and organic. I really wish to see it continue tbh.