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I'm more interested in my special interest/hyperfocus topic than my loved ones and family. I drop all my responsibilities and can't manage my every day life cause of it. I don't care much if people feel like they aren't a priority for me.
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change my hobbies every time~
now i’m on mxtx’s works~ 
reading SVSSS (i need to read shapolan)

27 09,2024
FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop created a topic of HUNGRY SOULS

The dick size in the preview pictures got me WHEEZING

From abuser to lover, ah. Stockholm syndrome in omegaverse strikes yet again. It's a morbid curiosity read at this point, interested to see what hot garbage the next chapter brings.

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25 09,2024
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Cats rule. Honey badgers slay.
FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop created a topic of December

I love me some healthy super dominant alpha representation. Consent and care for his omega are SO HOT. The way he pushed away the disgusting rapist, too!!! I love to see a powerful alpha use his strength to target other pieces of shit alphas. I hope his obsession with his special awakening omega doesn't turn unhealthy, but from what I'm seeing, he's super protective whilst being kind to him.

The tension and especially the gazes/looks in this story are immaculate, this author really knows how to create sexual and romantic buildup LOVE IT

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This author has the juiciest, prettiest art style I've seen in BL imo and the characters are HOT AF

The art style is so freaking gorgeous and the top is so unbelievably hot.

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I need an extreme angsty, unrequited love to realization it's mutual love type of BL (that blossoms into passionate love, not just holding hands and giving each other handjobs and holding hands while fucking), that's a medium - slow burn (not like a thousand chapters until they touch pinkies or something). It can also start with cold feelings/slightly on enemy turns, but one person starts developing feelings much earlier than the other. BIG THANKS

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People have always had an affinity to what's morbid and rather dark, so it makes sense some people like it, especially people who are into extreme rough play, sex, BDSM, etc. I can also imagine survivors of SA could have such a kink as a way to reclaim control and control what's happened to them, so I don't think it's inherently bad or weird. As lo......

The bdsm in this would've actually been hot if it wasn't non consensually done to the MC, especially at the beginning. MC is basically broken AF and the dom is taking full advantage of that, knowingly or not.

Not the 'he's an asshole cause of his difficult past and daddy+/mommy issues so he's actually the victim, poor him he's redeemable' trope, STOP, I refuse to feel bad for a dude who toys with a person just to then impose his extremely unhealthy possessiveness onto him, thinking it's LOVE

Bruh this is so degenerate even for mangago standards

'Hyper dominant' alpha is another word for a completely deranged asshole. I hate dynamics like that, even the sex looks stiff and pisses me of. The only good thing about this is the colors of the dicks - finally some dicks that don't look like the rest of the skin tone.