Nah the bottom is an insufferable cunt. Idc about his insecurities and issues, dude has more than enough possibilities to better himself and he gets reassurance from his beautiful partner so DO BETTER AND STOP HITTING AND PUNCHING THIS BEAUTIFUL MAN. The top is waaaay to fucking good for the bottom imo. I guess the author wanted to show what it's like when a messy, insecure person gets with a healthy, golden retriever type, but it's so sad to see the top be happy with just crumbs from his piece of shit boyfriend... Verbal abuse, physical abuse, and it's not cute just cause a big, buff dude endures it or laughs it off...