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Woo Myung-seong, the next manager of a hotel, who was raised by his father "work". The fam...

NOOOO, NOT THE SEX CLIFFHANGER


Okay, I love this story so much, the ML has such black cat energy while the MC is a golden retriever sunshine and the way he learns but also genuinely cherishes the ML is TOO ADORABLE!! The pats on the head and how he encourages him genuinely and not just as part of the 'lessons', awww.

Also, what the ML is going through reminds me a lot of Metal Family. My heart breaks for what he has to endure, he deserves so much better and the MC is absolutely right for him... They're absolute opposites but in the best way possible

Geon's personality is top notch, what do they all mean 'bad personality', THE FUCK?! Usually, MCs are super cringe and kinda weird, but Geon is that power bottom with an open, honest heart, good communication skills and is NOT a coward, THIS IS BY DEFINITION AN AMAZING PERSONALITY

Lim Hyeonseon has lived an ordinary life, and now, as he reaches his forties, he feels an urge to st...

Hyunsun's encouragement really moved me, as someone who also left school for a while and is still trying to figure out my life and getting back into school and all. I have a passion, I know what I love, but it's something not lucrative. His words and perspective truly made me go - wow, this is an interesting angle to look at things from. All along I thought I was a coward myself for doing what I love while escaping from school, career building activities, reality, just like the young guy, but maybe following the societal scheme of a somewhat productive life in capitalist systems isn't as easy, too. You give up a lot. Yourself, your true passions. Your love for living and doing what you love.
This is my first time ever feeling that seen in BL, but also being very touched by it. What a great story overall, and very real (and relatable) characters, too.

Also, I love how Hyunsun stopped when the old geezer fell asleep, PLS MORE MOMENTS LIKE THIS IN BL. They're so adorable and the age gap isn't too bad, considering H is 24 at least. The prefrontal cortex still needs a bit of cooking at that age, but it's okay, there's no real power gap or anything in this dynamic.

Rereading this hot garbage because the second couple is so fucking good it hurts

Bruh I just want it to be the second couple's turn cause they look so much more interesting

ML manchild literally had a temper tantrum cause it's oh so difficult for him not to abuse 'out of love'.... Manipulation 101, some of you will see it as 'ah he must love him cause he's so honest and tells him to run away before his love ruins MC'. Well I see it as a pity party of a sick man with fucked up attachment style. 'Look at me ,how I'm suffering MC. I treat you like shit all the time, but no, in reality, I'm the victim'. This story, yet again, portrays an abuser perfectly.

Telling someone you'd love to break their limbs and keep them in a basement is not the vibe, it's not even hot lmao
I'd be convinced the ML has some sort of love or compassion for MC only if he forces him to leave his obsessive ass. If he lets MC stay, I know dude is utter trash.

Serves you right, asshole. This world would've been so much better if pieces of shits like this story's top would suffer like that. The mental anguish, losing everything he's worked for, falling from his arrogant, psychopathic high trip, it's so beautiful. I WANNA SEE HIM BROKEN

Nah the bottom is an insufferable cunt. Idc about his insecurities and issues, dude has more than enough possibilities to better himself and he gets reassurance from his beautiful partner so DO BETTER AND STOP HITTING AND PUNCHING THIS BEAUTIFUL MAN. The top is waaaay to fucking good for the bottom imo. I guess the author wanted to show what it's like when a messy, insecure person gets with a healthy, golden retriever type, but it's so sad to see the top be happy with just crumbs from his piece of shit boyfriend... Verbal abuse, physical abuse, and it's not cute just cause a big, buff dude endures it or laughs it off...

Only good thing about this is the pretty art style and the potentially hot sex scenes between the phantom and Chris.

Also, pls no Anastasia OMG YOU HAVE A BDSM DOM CHAMBER moment, istg, you were raped and saved by a ghost with anger issues bro, bdsm is your least issue.

OMG I can't wait for the side couple tbh. Whenever they introduce the sparks between a potential side couple too early, I stop caring for the main one lol. And the side couples just hit different. I like the other bottom better, he seems smart and cool, and I like the big gentle giant energy from the other side ML.

I'M SUCH A SUCKER FOR LONG, BLACK HAIR + A BOD THAT COULD FIGHT A GORILLA, the ML is so fucking fine. I love how he also stopped and was concerned about the MC being in pain his first time with an anaconda dick.

Okay yeah, ML' psyche is a textbook anxious attachment and PTSD. That's the first type of controlling, possessive ML in BL that I can empathize with and actually understand where he's coming from cause it's not out of malice, but super deep trauma. Dude really wants to feel wanted and securely attached. I felt so sorry for him when his backstory was shown.

I found the sequence where the ML doubted MC's confession and let his own anxious attachment shine through very well made. It's a very logical reaction according to his trauma and consistent with what he's been through. It's rare to see in BL with messy characters/plots, and it adds real depth to the characters and their reactions to each other. Surprisingly enjoyable read so far. (Pls no more baby talk during sex. Maybe it's also a trauma thing, like ML projecting his stunted growth and lack of childly love onto the MC... Yeah, Ill view it this way)

Uh, excuse me, DAE DAE?! FEED THE HUNGRY BABY FIRST (WHILE RAMMING HIS COCK INSIDE)?!? Nah, that baby talk is nasty af, it's giving some borderline pedo age regression play, the ML is not hot freaky, just weird freaky.

Some things I actually enjoy about this manhwa, like apologizing for shitty behavior, acknowledging toxic stuff etc (it brings more realism and humanity into the characters), but gosh, the sex baby talk is messy. The ML also clearly has raging abandonment issues and is controlling, referring to his own partner as a 'pet' (and a baby ew). I'm still excited to see how their dynamic progresses while reading

I will likely spoil you~ no really, I read a lot of 
these stories (gl, bl) and might post spoilers if 
they are incredibly bad or funny 

If you don't like me and want to project the 
pent up anger you feel about yourself, don't do it with me. Not hard to scroll away if you 
disagree, you know? Especially over bl/gl or that non con hetero porn, you know who you are Thales.

Also a Gay man 

LesbianJesus2 and me are lovers, she just doesn't know it yet

Wtf I picked this up cause I have severe insomnia myself and was intrigued by the title, but I didn't expect freaking incest sexual assault. I need some eye bleach