Boothill's Submissive Omega's Things

so basically, i think i might loose a friendship from someone i care about and don't wanna lose because i make them feel uncomfortable

i know that i make them feel uncomfortable, and thats the weird part. whenever i know i just said something that makes them uncomfortable, i apologize over and over again but i know that they think that I'm just kidding about it and don't really take my apology for being weird and making them uncomfortable. i don't really properly know how to stop since the words really just slip out of my mouth. it's mostly the things i say, honestly. i really want to change, but they'll just don't like me either way. in general, i really just need advice on how to stop making people feel uncomfortable and how to adapt to stop making people like my friends feel uncomfortable when they are around me

thank you for reading

i am not THAT sure buutt im pretty sure i'm autistic but i'm not sure if i am ╥﹏╥ (i took a 'are you autistic?' test for funzies)

so basically i dont really like having social interactions cause its a bit too tiring having to talk to someone (please don't judge) aanndd i just dont like social interactions in general

mostly i like to be alone most of time cause then i could be myself without having to talk to anyone myself because i can just talk and yap without anyone judging me because since i'm by myself nobody will judge me cause i'm rhe only one in the room (sorry if its confising)

soemtimes i like to just enjoy being left out cause likkeee.. you wouldn't have to talk at all, you could listen to there convo without really just doing anything, aaanndd theres prob more buuttt i cant think of anything right now ^^

anyways thanks for reading this ! ヾ(☆▽☆)