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This gave me whiplash like I've never felt before! I couldn't tell who would end up with Jaewon, who I was rooting for, or who I even really was through the whole thing.
It feels like this should have been continued on, perhaps delving into side stories. Junseo could have had a good ending. Choi could have gotten a sturdier redemption. The boy who broke Junseo's heart could have had more development or his own plot line. Jae Hee could have gotten a plot line. Karam could have been given a back story or a more developed personality. Extending the story could do so much.
There were ways that the story could have been improved, but overall, I'm more than content that Jaewon and Karam got together. Guess I'm just a sucker for happy endings (=・ω・=)
Okay, so recently I have come to terms with the fact that I am mostly attracted to women after seven years of denying it. But now that I am out to myself fully, I want to be out with other people. And there are issues with me doing so.
I am really close with my sister, but when we were younger, she used to say bisexual people were selfish/gross. My parents are supremely religious and my father is kinda mentally and verbally abusive. My friends kinda know ( with the exception of the one I have a crush on), and they tend to talk over me in conversations, which I am mostly okay with.
I am completely out with my gay cousin, but she outed me to my bigoted cousin, so I can't trust her. The friend I have a crush on is the most understanding person I know and shares conversations rather than leading them, but I told her about my eating disorder in TOO much detail and I have a tendency to word vomit ( as you can tell), so I'm worried about accidentally ruining our friendship by oversharing or telling her I like her.
I have always isolated myself from others because I have never felt good enough for their attention, so attaining new friends in a small town is difficult. So I'm just suffering by myself the way I always have, and it's making my mental health deteriorate even more. I just don't know what to do.
I'm sorry for rambling. Thank you for reading, kind stranger. I hope you have a good day.
Oh I know how people who give shit can be. I've learned how to do it as well, but that's not important. i think ur best option would be to grow up and leave and then come out.
Unless u live in a family like mine where the only way ur allowed to do so is getting married, in that case u just may be fucked. Or u could just explain to them that u are attracted to women and maybe they'll dislike it but u'll have to live with that. And when, or if, you do make sure u have a back-up plan, aka, if u need to leave then u have a place to go and can go there.
He must REALLY have to piss now