
I don't think it's because of doxxing or potentially had a stalker (well at least no the only reason) it's ver noticeable that he has social anxiety like when they met in the Cafe for the first time and completely said the sentence out of the order then got overwhelmingly flustered, like it's very easy to see that he struggles with socializing and if he was actually stalked then it probably made worse

this makes sooo much sense. Like his persoality ingame vs in rl is so diff at first but then in the current chapter I noticed that he does resemble his character on the game but with a bit of awkwardness or mean-ish vibe..? Then you said about him having social anxiety and it just clicked. No wonder he jumped the first time they met and his attitude towards the mc. Might be because of people who'll go to his cafe just so they can talk to him or something.

It's so wild that in most BLs we get romanticized rape and when Asuka actually defended and protected Ao and beat the shit out of them, he was seen as a bad guy??!?!?! HUH? Why it's always tops who are actually decent humans and good partners always have partners who don't love them as much as bottoms in popular ones who are constantly violated by tops they "love" deeply and also that whole "I'm not gay" thing RUINED for me, like my dudes you're about to have HOMOSEXUAL sex WDYM you're straight also bisexuality exists??? In conclusion, I only liked it for Asuka.

Not only Ao, the author also drawn in a way that like he was way worse than those actual rapists and how can you talk things out when your loved one is in the midst of being raped? "Nooo, don't do that, rape is bad!" And they gonna have been like aight you're right, we will stop? BLs love rapists but they don't love seeing what rapists deserve to happen to them.

I wish he had time to do this to all of his rapists, everyone deserves to get taste of their own medicine and live with same mental anguish as they put others through. If you break someone to beyond repair that leads them to become like this, you should take responsibility for your own actions. So no, I don't feel bad for mc, he may didn't rape him but he lead for him to be tortured physically and mentally in the military and after because shit like this doesn't go away, you don’t heal from it and you certainly don't forgive and forget.
Ah, yes idiots in love, my favorite trope
Jigu is also an idiot in love lololol