
guys does sex actually feel so good you cry, like i genuinely feel like this mangahuahwa is romanticizing it too much

I haven't experienced it with sex but I have with masterbating. I don't think it's a super common thing too, like that thing of sneezing when you think of someone attractive, I do that too and think it's also linked to getting tearful when experiencing intense pleasure. It's just so intense that your face burns and it makes tears well up, not that it's painful or is emotional or anything like that which I've seen manga's portray it as and I find that interesting that people seem to not understand it.

As for someone who used to frequent hook-ups before (like till last year) I did it cause I craved a certain level of physical intimacy, without actually committing onto something or someone. Or maybe just to fill the loneliness I have without commitment. Or maybe I'm just too scared with the thought of doing the did with the person I love, be attached and would end up being betrayed/ cheated on by him, ending with us being strangers.
Like for me before, its better to fill the loneliness with something fleeting than with a relationship cause if so then I won't feel hurt that much cause I don't really expect anything. I'm too emotional when I'm attached to a person and it takes a really long time for me to move on/ heal myself from it. I actually still reminisce some situationships I had tho I still long for a pure relationship with someone and eventually doing it with them out of love. But maybe the time wasn't just right and I still need some maturing and learning to do in life.
That's all just wanna type this up to get it off my chest. Cause I too sometimes question myself as to why I did that back then and now I know but still, hopefully, I won't go back to hook-up culture fr now cause it feels too self degrading now that I think about it.
i came here to goon, not to cry. this is actually so sad