Moruoka's Things

I wonder if anyone here plays instruments and i’d love to know what instrument/s you play, or what instruments you’d like to play someday

As for the questions (optional):

When was the start of your interest for said instrument? / how long have you been playing? / is learning your instrument difficult?

But id like to hear your experiences too!

So i made a twt acc back when I was in my home country, and i made a few banger yuri arts there, but i had to take a break bc i was movng in another country. Months pass and i lost access to it and i apparently need my phone number???? Well, problem is that my phone no. Is registered back to my hometown, which i no longer have access to. And i tried the forgot pass thing but that phone thing’s the only avail one. WTF DO I DO

Im a woman who was in love with a woman for 2 years. She later mentions how it was obvious with the way i talk to her, and then we became friends after that. She rejected me since she was in a relationship at the time, yet I was still madly in love. She was perfect, the prettiest (no lie), and she was one of the most popular girls too. Until then I had a crush on someone else. While I did like someone else (man), I then realized that she had just broken up with her bf, and we would talk it out sometimes. I was there for her for a while and I hope it helped her move on.

That’s when she started flirting with me and I didn’t fucking get the hint because I was blinded by some random ass fuck cunt bitch. Then she confessed that during those times, she felt a small spark whenever we talk, like a teeny gay panic. I actually panicked like fuck but I couldn’t do anything, so we stayed as friends. Because of that, I wasn’t even able to focus on the person I “like”, who in fact did like me. So I did absolutely nothing until our feelings faded away. The girl and I stayed as friends because I was a huge pussy, and I’m pretty sure she’s already dating someone else.


Chat should i fucking enter a suicide pod and kill myself again

Compared to now, did you outgrow them? Changed preferences? Or liked it more than ever?

For me i started soooo badly when i first got exposed to bl. It was fine with given until I read this manga called dakaretai otoko smth smth.

That absolutely demolished my way of thinking because at the time, i didnt even know wtf raped meant, and how it worked. So that was the shit i got obsessed with for a while, and i started seeking out similar shit like painter of the night, caste heaven achuchu.

Then my friends indirectly educated me then I immediately got SO disgusted with those tropes. I got disgusted at bl and even myself for quite some time. Guilt kept eating me up each day. Years later I picked bl up again and it just wasnt the same anymore, i cant stand the sex scenes either so i skip it. And even if its a referenced, single panel, thought of SA attempt, it cringes me so bad like what a massive turn off. Tho there are a few that i love like sasaki to miyano

And this was after i came across gl so ig my obsession went somewhere else

Is there any new languages you guys wish to/trying to learn? I can’t even get past my native language.

But if you guys do have one, please do tell. How far have you guys been in learning it? How long have you been learning that language? I just wanna know since i started learning a new one too, and I wish for tips and advices on how to effectively and efficiently learn a new language.