
Hyun loves yui very much and yui seems to reciprocate to some extent, but it seems his love is mixed with feelings of guilt for indirectly "causing" hyun's father's death It seems like he feels that giving himself to hyun is the only way he can "atone" for his perceived sins, and that's just got me feeling sad

I loved the amount of world-building that went into this story, but goodness I really wished it could have been more fleshed out. The romance between the two main characters, jing ye and an nuo, though intense, seemed rushed. Like day one they were strangers, enemies even and 30+ chaps in one had their dick stuck up the other's ass like???
This was so sweet
This story has the best narratives, and emotional exchanges out of any that I've read before, hands down. And the translation's wonderful as well! Thank you so much to the translator/team who did it