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Can s/o pls lmk me what do commenters mean when they say that Yohan uses sex as self harm? Like does he have painful sex with FWBs or does he hv sex with strangers or?? Also when do they show the painful sex bw him and other charas (beginning of story)?
I hv been wanting to read this for a while but I don't want to read stories with SA between characters or at all, in fact , mostly bc it triggers me HARD (esp when it comes without warning).
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ya the first time he bottomed with jay, he said he was only experiencing pain and told himself that during that sex was the only time he would acknowledge his own pain like that. this time he only had sex with jay because he was crying and in pain due to his revelation, but this time he actually started enjoying it which kind of brings it back to that revelation.
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He only ever once slept with Jay. Not to spoil to much but basically Jay hadn't slept with guys before or knows wtf he's doing in general. Jay at first tells him to slow down and to not hurt himself but that didn't matter. So in the end Jay kind of let him do his thing in silence. Jay is also lacking in certain emotions such as piety and guilt. But being with Lee was the first time his heart ached for someone else. So it's like complex. In terms of sa there isn't any rape. Jay is definitely touchy when he shouldn't be, but he feel Lee would not accept it if he didn't convince himself he was forced. Anyway they don't show anything to graphic and it's actually a very very sweet story. I highly recommend you read it. The characters grow and change, it sort of becomes about Jay wanting to lift Lee out of his guilt and self destructive mind set.
Guys I been meaning to read this for a while, I was letting it marinate but now I wanna read it someone pls give me a synopsis bc there is none on the page
Also is the main couple together already? Is the story gonna finish soon? I don't wanna start if there is still 200 chapters left
I don’t know how much is left but yea at least maybe 100 chapters because the main plot is actually moving as a sub plot. It’s a system transmigration story where the mc travels to different worlds/novels to act as a villan completing missions to get an item from the systems shop that will allow him to turn back time by 24 hours so he can prevent an accident that killed all his classmates which for some reason he believes he is the cause of. Despite dark settings the plot is pulled of lightheatedly but also not stupidly in a gag manner now does it ignore that depth or despite that comes with the setting. It’s a good read.
Nor*** does it ignore….
Thanks sm for answering Would you mind telling if there is a main couple and whether they're together already?
There is a main couple.
Major spoiler ahead
They’ve been together in every world thus far.
Thanks sm :') u r a true legend
You’re most welcome ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
NO PLEASE DONT TALK ABOUT ENDING I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS MANHWA MY LIFE WONT HAVE MEANING IF IT ENDS
I don’t know anything about XD
I’ve just been reading the manhua here so that was my estimate. I could be wrong. ( ̄∇ ̄")