It's the same in male/female relationships though (fictional or non-fictional). People get upset with women for sleeping with more than one person and they celebrate a man when they do it. Essentially, I believe that the bottom in BL/Yaoi stories are "feminized" and treated as if they are women. And society has made it so that a woman can't do what...... reply
Idk about the kissing stuff. (The other responders might be right about her having a crush on you. But if she's like that with everybody, then prob not.)
But I responded b/c aside from that, I am literally going through the same thing right now. My roommate literally does not talk to me at all anymore. She went without talking to me for 2 weeks be...... reply
A friend and I started selling some stuff on redbubble. We made some merch for the popular anime out there, but there's so many manga I read on here that seem to have a strong fanbase. I was wondering what series you all might have been looking for merch for, but couldn't find any because it's too obscure, or just too R rated to get more attention/an anime.