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As someone who has also suffered from SA in childhood i agree with cirrus that we didn't know better about what was happening with us! I still get triggered at minimal touch even if it one of my family members. My body freezes everytime. They always ask me why I get afraid easily. I haven't told anyone about this. Even whenever sometimes i remember about that I feel so disgusted and angry. At first I didn't want to acknowledge that it really happened to me. I wanted to forget it as a bad nightmare. But guess what? I can't! I can't forget about that sh!t !! It triggers me time and again. It really sucks so bad.
Sorry for rambling :-