Poor chan-il smh cirrus is little too harsh to him. It's not his fault that he doesn't actually relate to or understand cirrus's circumstances cause he was raised differently. But it can't be disagree that when someone abuses a kid some people think that it's normal however it's not, it scars the person for the rest of their life leaving them with a lot of trauma. I've personally seen many parents or families including mine that normalises abuse. They think that beating their child up when they think they did anything slightly wrong is fine. They just care about themselves, they even have the audacity to say that we do this for your own good like how in the hell beating a kid senseless helping them!? Here, where i live I've heard so many stories of people just normal killing others if they are having any affair or if someone's daughter wants to marry her lover against their parents will. And i wrote daughter cause people let their son whatever they want!! God even living in this society sometimes feel suffocating. Not being able to wear the clothes you want, eat the food you wanna eat, the kind of life you wanna live. I you are going out anywhere you gotta provide the so-called parents with the whole info about where and with whom you're going for how much time you'll be gone. It's exhausting....
One thing I really wanna say rn is that's panther is the most mysterious character in this manga!
I'd never get bored of the way Silas obsess over Arthur!!! And the type of ideas Silas uses to spice up the sex is just chef's kiss!!! Like the ideas are simply impressive and amazing!!! Damn i can't get enough of this! (☆▽☆)/
Why are people calling him green flag when he's not!!! All I see is a huge green Amazon forest Ash is the goddamn standard everyone
What is everyone in comments talking about.. i feel lost
"Fuck... I sound like a slut" ohh how I wish i could hear that ;)
As someone who has also suffered from SA in childhood i agree with cirrus that we didn't know better about what was happening with us! I still get triggered at minimal touch even if it one of my family members. My body freezes everytime. They always ask me why I get afraid easily. I haven't told anyone about this. Even whenever sometimes i remember about that I feel so disgusted and angry. At first I didn't want to acknowledge that it really happened to me. I wanted to forget it as a bad nightmare. But guess what? I can't! I can't forget about that sh!t !! It triggers me time and again. It really sucks so bad.
Sorry for rambling :-
I'm so sorry you had to go through that:(( I hope that you heal from that pain.
Sending virtual hugs ⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳° (with consent ofc)
a a person who was... SAed as well at the age of 12.. yes we didnt know better and we were scared. but as skylar said it isnt your fault and i'm sorry to hear that someone went through what i did too. sadly for me.. they still live under the same roof as me. bit also luckily enough my brain would often shut it away.. idk if that is healthy but i understand how you felt. i hope we get get through it properly in the near future. you're doing amazing.
I hope you heal from your wound. Growing up with mainly male prioritised family I think it’s happened to many children male and female alike. Me myself have been SAd when I was 8 that to by a family member. the trauma can leave u with little to no memories of your childhood. Like basically u feel like u haven’t really lived much. I feel so bad for the person who has to live with the person who did this to them. I hope people who did this to young children instead of protecting them, all get what they deserve.
I am so sorry you had to go through that as well... I can't imagine how difficult and painful it can be to be living with the person who literally ruined your life. As for me, it was my cousin who did that to me and my family has already cut ties with them due to some reason and I'm really grateful for that. Hope that you heal, become independent and move out of there.
I was around the same age. Really it can be so hard at time. It scars you for the rest of your life. I know it's not our fault but when we grow old enough to understand what actually happened with us it's too late, and the weight of the reality hits like tonnes of bricks. The feeling of emptiness in the heart and fear always follows one in every phase of life. Passive suicidal thoughts, self-harm thoughts, depression and anxiety always keep one on edge. Truly those criminals should what they deserve, they don't deserves anyone's love or support they should just go to hell!
i'm glad to hear they are out of your life, i hope you are better now if not getting better as for me thank you, i do hopebto move out as soon as i could.
WHAT THE FUCKKKKK??! #CONSENTMATTERS? WHY THE FUCK CAN'T WE GET SOME NORMAL AND HAPPY KINDA SIDE STORY? WAS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO SHOW THEM LIVIN' A GOOD LIFE WHERE THEY WERE JUST LIKE A REGULAR COUPLE? THE HELL IS THIS MAN?!! I REALLY REALLY HATE IT SO MUCH RN! SHOULDN'T HAVE MADE THIS SIDE STORY CAUSE IT EVEN RUINED THE TASTE OF THE ENDING (?)
In what fucking direction is the side story going man!? I already kinda hated it but now it almost feels like the author got a rape kink or maybe they just hate the mc? Either way it's getting beyond disgusting