
Oh dear... Thank you everyone for your comments. Actually, the phrase "passion can't put food on the table" isn't entirely accurate. I've been in this industry for nearly 7 years, but I only worked on LM for a year and a half. I had substantial savings from my earlier career to support an extended break.
What I meant is that beyond passion, countless other emotions are involved in creating comics. Passion isn't the only ingredient – these conflicting feelings coexist and clash with it. Passion alone can't cancel out everything else.
From my initial contact with LM to officially taking it on, there were many obstacles. The fact it finally came together can only be described as fate.
My official role only covered storyboarding to line art, but I loved this novel so much that I voluntarily participated in other processes – scriptwriting, backgrounds, finalizing drafts – all unpaid extra work that consumed 2-3 days per chapter.
I thought I could handle it, but coordinating teams became overwhelming. After finishing my own work, I'd help others', then anxiously await public feedback. I had almost no breathing room – viewers of my live streams know I often pulled all-nighters. During the first few months, I'd go 2-3 days without sleep revising drafts. Approaching thirty after years of nonstop serialization without proper rest – even iron wears down.
I'm exhausted, mentally and physically. I've endured much criticism and held strong, but everyone has limits. I often forget I'm just an ordinary person... but I truly am.
Many unseen struggles occurred this past year and a half – things I can't and won't discuss. Giving up never comes from one specific reason but from accumulated burdens.
If I truly chased fame and profit, wouldn't I launch new works while I still have visibility? Why take a two-year break? Do I hate money?
"If things were perfect elsewhere, why would anyone come here?"

thanks for posting this ╥﹏╥ as sad as i am about little mushroom going on an indefinite hiatus, i wish her the best of luck with her other projects. chichi and the team's mental health comes before all! wishing her a great, restful, long 2 year break. i'll miss little mushroom with all my heart.
to all, please remember that financial support truly is important. that's unfortunately just the reality of things, especially in manhua. so many seemingly successful manhua get cancelled because it's very easy to pirate their chapters (even on cn side, not just here). even just one chapter goes a long way

Teaha uncensored is a WHOLE ANOTHER level… wish they’d put it in the actual manhwa instead of sharing separately

should be working if you delete the space in "bato .to"
https://bato .to/comment/679d192cae0d2c6c6300078a
I gave this a fair shot because of all the hype, but honestly, it just feels flat. I keep waiting for something to stand out, but it's just not happening. 64 chapters and it's still plain.