honestly if i had a good happy family, i think 90% of my problems right now wouldve vanished. parents who love each other hit diff. growing up my self-respect, confidence, and social skills wouldve skyrocketed. reply
im scared that i might marry a guy whos like my dad and grandfather. i feel like the same story repeated for my mom (grandfather was shit and now her husband is shit too). im just so scared that i might not somehow be able to break that cycle. its genuinely so scary. 1 reply
to actually stop being so fucking lazy. its holding me back from having so many opportunities. i could be an academic weapon if i wanted to if i finish essays wayy before deadline (currently 1 week left and only 200 words in) and actually stick to a routine omg it would be crazy. imagine waking up early go gym make breakfast get some morning readin...... 1 reply
the ML in fuck buddy. hes blonde. big body. hes clingy. hes so fucking hot when hes pissed and clenches his jaw. im frothing. literally my type fr fr 2 reply
i just cant seem to find any guy genuine. anything they do always seems a lil sus to me. this makes me always push away any potential partners. is this self-esteem issue or
cant believe im asking for a medical advice on a manga website. but due to shitty family i couldnt go to a doctor AGAIN before going back to uni so does taking antihastimines every morning help? i just wanna know that becuase its like everyday is gamble - do i flare up today or not- its stressing me
before yall say, this is a borderline porn website and why the fuck am i asking this here- i know and i dont have anyone to share about this so bare with me.
made out with a guy. got felt up and all. didnt get turned on rather he was the only who was rearing to go. and again, got into a rs but that lasted only 2 weeks because i didnt feel it (great guy though). these were only two examples but happens multiple times. i just lose interest? or like the motivation to maintain it? (sounds like huge red flag thing but i dont know im just so mad at myself because i feel like somethings really wrong with how my brain works) and no i dont think im a lesbian.
someone i know was unintentional racist (the stereotype style) i dont know how to respond that. theres this other person who stood up for me and asked me what i thought about this. what do i say? i want keep things peaceful and this is my first time getting some racist stereotype in an unintentional way from a kind person so idk
