
Guilt is a poison that eats you from inside out, the excruciating and constant anxiety, the heartbreaking pain that doesn't let you sleep, the vertigo of knowing that the internal suffering won't stop, by it day or night... at those moments death it's a welcoming friend who promises to free you from all the suffering

I have an examen the week before the release of season 3, even while studying I can't stop thinking about the new chapters...omg pray for me fellow bl addicts

good luck with your exam, I don't know if this'll help but maybe if you plan in advance the time of the day and context in which you'll read the chapter maybe it'll help you think less of the impatience and feel more like "there's this particular event that's in my agenda" ? (just throwing the idea without much thought)
I'm still choosing the bear (● ̄(エ) ̄●)