This started with him being chained up and kidnapped. I nearly forgot about it. At one point, I thought they were slowly doing good together.

Lots of great character in here. It's a good read. Finished this in a few days.

Did I miss something or first boyfriend didn't make a come back? I felt like something was cooking, but it didn't go anywhere.

Minhyuk is a great character... The rape was bad. It was unnessary. The rest of his character was great.

Park... I am glad that Park kind of fixed his behavior after the memory loss. It was the only sex scene that were enjoyable for me. Everything before MC memory loss felt bordeline non con. MC kept saying No. Stop. Not just a few times. That's ALL he said or did during sex.

If your partner screams No Non stop during sex all the time... I don't know, it doesn't seem normal to me. Give me more bottom that enjoy sex with their partner... You know like normal relationship

I feel like this is out of character for Matthew... He obviously care for Jin. It makes no sense to me that drugged he could suddenly rape him. It wasn't just I want to do it and the consent is dubious : Jin goes along even though he doesn't really want it and it hurts him because he's wounded. It wouldn't bother me as much I think.

Instead, we got a straight up rape and it was extremely violent... And Matthew liked it, which I really don't like. Matthew is going to need a lot of work for me to get back from this. I really didn't like how brutal and mean he was.