MC slapping him, telling him he doesn't have to listen to him... That this means something to him even if it doesn't for ML was great. I like that he stand his ground in this situation. You can tell he cares for ML and doesn't like how ML adressed himself as a whore, but won't let it slide like many other MC we've seen before
I hope he keeps this up and they figure things out.
ML is a mess, but at least this chapter gave us some insight. I am not mad about the dream of rape tbh. If it remains a dream, he can still act on it or not. It nearly happened, but it didn't. His dream comes from his frustration with him and wanting him, therefore dreaming of forcing himself on him. I don't think it occured to him that he could have sexual intercourse with his conscent because he was "rejected" at the airport.
I prefer him acting it out with other "whore" I guess than actually doing it.
I can appreciate him for recognizing it's not right, he's a whore sleeping around in frustration as an outlet... He didn't rape anyone yet as far as I understand. I hope the Author goes the route of him trying to mend his relationship properly and grow to have healthy relationship.
Maybe I'm too high on the hopium.
Yes nicely worded on terms of his rape dream i also dont think its bad u explained it well its his fustration of not being excepted and abandoned yet at the same time the sweet love making hoping to still mean something to him. And him trying to tell himself these feelings mean nothing is part of himself shutting his love only to have it remanifest in his dreams like the dreams spill his truth
All of this makes total sense ヾ(☆▽☆)!!
I hope the athor makes them have healthty a journey to overcome the stressful events they faced when youger, but yeah, I guess we'll suffer (/TДT)/...
Glad the Uke is keeping his boundaries as intact as he can, I'm so proud of him! I really liked him from the beginning, but gooosh I was so happy when he hit him! I want more of these strong willed Ukes ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ !
Again, the Seme is really throwing me off but, for once, it's relatable his insight thoughts!...
I dunno, let's see what will happen!!
I thought we were gonna get another love interest forcing himself on the main character because he's "frustrated" or MC running away... Thank god for this MC!
Tell him he's a liar! Great job.
The expression on ML was great after that line too.
I just wish their body proportion during the sex scene wasn't so bad lol It's just weird at times
I understand Ian being torn between the two, but I feel like he's leading Jo on, sleeping with both. (And I don't even like Jo, I prefer TJ) I know he's not "really" in a relationship with TJ or Jo, but they both obviously have expectations from him. Jo obviously want a relationship. With TJ, it's more complicated, but TJ planned his future (ex. The house) with Ian in mind... It's safe to say, he wants Ian in his life in the future still... It's just that it's not really possible since Ian isn't part of the group anymore and they're more like sex buddies who won't acknowledge they both want more because It's not compatible with their own goal outside of the relationship.
I like Ian and TJ relationship because I am on the edge of my seat wondering if or when they will let go of the other, but Ian is really starting to bother me... And Jo by association.
Ian keeps going around sleeping with both, living his best life getting the best of both world... He never commit to anything. We're 40 chapters in and I see no development from Ian regarding that. He's still going to sleep with TJ, then come back to Jo for a more "vanilla" relationship. I prefer TJ simply because I like their chemistry better, but Jo is a lot better/safer choice if Ian truly wants out... Jo did nothing wrong. He's a good guy being led on and fucked over by his love interest. It also paints Ian in a bad light because now instead of being someone who gets into casual sex with other men and TJ; he is someone who engage in sex with Jo multiple times and goes out with him, knowing full well Jo wants a relationship while still going to TJ whenever he can.
Feels bad for Jo man.
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Yea I think it’ll come down to what kind of life he’s okay with having. One in the gang (TJ) or a normal life (Jo). I kinda hope things work out and he’s able to safely be with TJ, and I hope if that happens Jo has a good ending too. I don’t want him or TJ to just be chosen over the other, I hope their endings are written well.
Thanks ahah
Sometimes the writing falls appart near the end unfortunately ^^' Let's hope!
That ending feels weird... Not satisfying. I feel like it's not really resolved? It is just me?
We're missing a conversation here and a resolution. That time skip didn't solve anything. It feels like a cope out. Too early for the timeskip.
Same thoughts, it felt like it was rushed. I was surprised it was already completed. After checking it, I was like that was it..? Lol
I feel the same, i had to double check the previous chapter to check if I missed one chap
What is wrong with ML?! He wants to go down memory lane, but when the other guy brings up something from the past he gets pissed... I want explanation!
i don't think he's pissed, i think he gets turned on? or maybe MC 'abandoned' him
I couldn't tell if he was turned on or pissed .. it looked like he was pissed to me because of his behavior, but I can't tell with this character!
This started with him being chained up and kidnapped. I nearly forgot about it. At one point, I thought they were slowly doing good together.
Lots of great character in here. It's a good read. Finished this in a few days.
Did I miss something or first boyfriend didn't make a come back? I felt like something was cooking, but it didn't go anywhere.
Minhyuk is a great character... The rape was bad. It was unnessary. The rest of his character was great.
Park... I am glad that Park kind of fixed his behavior after the memory loss. It was the only sex scene that were enjoyable for me. Everything before MC memory loss felt bordeline non con. MC kept saying No. Stop. Not just a few times. That's ALL he said or did during sex.
If your partner screams No Non stop during sex all the time... I don't know, it doesn't seem normal to me. Give me more bottom that enjoy sex with their partner... You know like normal relationship
Wym the fst boyf didn't make a come back he's literally dead
he was used a bait and died lol :)) I also had to read again a few times to catch that
I feel like this is out of character for Matthew... He obviously care for Jin. It makes no sense to me that drugged he could suddenly rape him. It wasn't just I want to do it and the consent is dubious : Jin goes along even though he doesn't really want it and it hurts him because he's wounded. It wouldn't bother me as much I think.
Instead, we got a straight up rape and it was extremely violent... And Matthew liked it, which I really don't like. Matthew is going to need a lot of work for me to get back from this. I really didn't like how brutal and mean he was.
Dude he's drugged, even you said it
Cuz TJ and Ian have way better chemistry.
Jo not going anywhere. Without him the story wouldn't even progress lol
Jo is hardly in any chapter ofcourse his hard to see chemistry
I am just liking their chemistry it's always hot when it's these two ahah... But TBH I hope Jo is endgame and Ian is serious about the relationship.