MC feels like a child.... He acts like a child.
It's even worse when he's with White hair guy... Which is completely weird because he did the parenting oddly enough. White hair gaslight him and infantilise him so much.
(On another note, I can't believe this fucker listen to his conversation)
At least when he's with the director, he gets his agency back and acts more mature a little... I am going to be disapointed if MC truly ends with his partner's killer.
There's just too many things...
Is there a reason why they didn't leave the orphanage more or less together or a similar time. Mido left and he spent the whole day doing god knows what.... Leaving a vunerable kid alone the whole day.
It's just too convenient.
If he's worried what the man might do to Mido if he adopts him because he's omega, he should've been very aware of the same risk applying outside the orphanage if he left him alone there to way for many hours with nowhere to go.
Again. It doesn't make sense. MC was obviously aware of the dangers if he was worried about the adoption.
None of this is excusing Mido's abuse, but this story is a shitshow of misunderstanding and characters jumping to conclusion. Initially, I thought it was a problem of the writing with Mido... but now it's every character. The writing isn't very strong here. All of the plot is too convenient and doesn't make sense if anyone there was thinking for 2 seconds.
Please don't forget the younger blonde is lying, gaslighting him and enabling Mido's abuse. He's better than Mido, sure... But the bar is litteraly on the floor.
Ah yes, another MC unable to put boundaries.
This conversation... And the recent event in the raw. The way the sex is framed. I feel like White haired dude is endgame unfortunately MC is completely unable to stay firm. He won't just say they're family... Is it that difficult? He raised the kid. They're family. I am sad for Director, I love his character.
Did I understand correctly and white hair ML told him he wanted to have sex with him too when he was younger? Ah yes, that's not creepy at all xD
Yup it’s giving him choosing to look past all the glaring abuse and manipulation in the end because of how Minhyung makes him feel which is ironic because Minhyung has never been genuine with him once lol if he was he’d already have Yijae lol
Also I love how Yijae has a type- the older brother type, the leader who helps direct your life so I just don’t know how Yijae and Minhyung relationship will last with this knowledge
This MC is such a pushover... and frustrating. I kind of want them to split for a while tbh.
MC needs to figure out what he truly wants to do - not just pick something because he can support his boyfriend. He needs to push boundaries. Class or Exam, if your partner say they only have 30 minutes to check on you... I feel like sex isn't on the table
Apparently seme is too self centered to pay attention.
ML needs to go back to school. I feel like he doesn't have any excuses. He works part time, he cooks and cleans at home... Really? I feel like he should finish his education for starter. It's easy enough and it would make him feel better.
This is getting frustrating.
I feel like their terrible experience at sex wasn't really fixed either? Or did I miss something? MC didn't like it at one point and now he's thinking of asking him to top. It's probably still pretty bad.
Both are annoying rn.
Angel is like the perfect man. He cooks. He cleans. He's cute.
His only problem so far is that he sleeps around a lot... But he's single. He can do whatever he wants.
I really like his character tbh.
He knows what he wants. He's straight forward about it. He feels a lot more realistic than many other bottom in other BL who are just there to be at the top's mercy. He's a breath of fresh air.
Seo-An has a fucking problem and doesn't make sense. He is an adult. 10 years later, he still thinks about MC and him when they were teens. He's having sex with him and he thinks about it... the way he looks at it... it seems like he longs for it. He blush at him like a teen boy.
But he is a complete selfish asshole. He is only focused on himself, doesn't wear a condom and refuses to listen when he finally has the opportunity to do it with him. It could have been a good moment for him to be better... But he once again falls deeper each chapter into the typical red flag we see everywhere.
His character doesn't make any sense.
Thank god MC slapped him. That line was fucking cringe (even IF it comes from a real regret because he could have had this with him when they were younger - and it would have been healthier I'm sure). He didn't even bother making MC feel good... It's always about himself. He deserves more than a slap in my opinion and I am scared of what he intends to do next.
Nothing he can do can help at this point except stopping or starting back from the beginning with MC consent and following his lead on what he's confortable with and what he enjoys... Focusing on MC pleasure instead of his own for once ffs!
But that would be way too good for Seo-An who am I kidding... He'll probably continue the abuse while thinking about their teenage exploration fondly... As if that's not weird at all
Addition #1 MC isn't even turned on by him at this point. He doesn't want this - at least not like this that much is pretty clear.
ML's head is so far up his own ass he doesn't even notice or care.
I don't understand where we are going with this disconnect between what he is going right now and what he looks back on... the exploration of his sexuality with his crush. One is extremely agressive and one sided. The other portrayed as sweet and consensual between the two of them.
Not sure where this is going... It's weird.
Yes. You're right, he regrets it when he gets the flash back and blushes, but Not Enough! Because he immediately continues and gaslight him : "Jesus you're the one who asked for it." Followed by "just shut up and take it."
Then he drags him back on the bed and adds lube roughly and continues to thrust. He doesn't stop until MC slaps him after saying something about waiting 10 years to get a taste of him.
That's when MC slaps him.
There's a back and forth. He doesn't stop the moment he regrets. I feel it would have been more meaningful if MC slapped him right there when he stopped and blushed.
Dohun is so precious. He is very objective oriented, but so awkward. His social skills aren't the best. He can't read the room very well.
I love him. He is such a refreshing MC. He reminds me of the character from Semantic Error a little - which I absolutely loved!
Miscommunication trope is kind of overused, but it's fine here Juheon is sweet. I liked how he was honest even if they're not really together. It felt like an approriate answer. There was no perfect answer. It might not be serious, but he wouldn't want to make Dohu think he wants to date anyone else either... From his PoV, that felt like the best answer anyway. Poor guy.
Yijae acts like the usual innocent twink and like a sad lost child, but he IS an adult. He needs to start adulting. How old is Yijae? He was already an adult when they adopted the kid and that kid is now an adult. He must be 35+ ish at this point.
He acts like a an impulsive 16 years old. He wants his cake and eat it too, he jumps to conclusions, he refuses to put his feet down or any boundaries with his adopted "child".
ML acts more mature and put together than him ffs.
I can't believe he left them 2 seconds. They argued. He turns around and never asks "What is going on?" He should know. He is far from innocent. He knows ML lusts for him... It is hinted. He never adresses it. ML is possessive and he enables him at every turn. He goes on date with the Director. They fight. He acts surprise and jump to defend ML. Like... Really? Read the room ffs. You created the situation!
Aah!!!! I can't with this MC. It's so dumb.
Edit: Yijae might be acting innocent, but actually a mastermind lol what a plot twist!!!!