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hey so ive been reading yaoi since i was 13 and now im 21. i recently just had my first kiss and other unholy experiences which i thought only existed online (jk). since ive experienced the stuff ive been reading, i realized its not that super fucking hot ecstatic tearing jerking pee inducing activity i always thought it was. i think it made me lose the spark i once had whenever i read yaoi since it left a lot to one's imagination. anyway just wondering if anyone else felt the same