I have been in love with the same person for 4 years. He made me so much damage. I never saw him again. But from time to time I have nightmares in which he repeats what he did to me in different ways. I try to follow my quiet life, I won't fall in love with anybody. Because when I have tried I simply can't. When these nightmares come back I'm prett......
22 y.o (gay) male. Still a virgin....well, I have a lot of sexual experience with my past boyfriend (let's just say I was exclusively the 'uke' lol). But I chose to refuse going all the way. To me, sex is a very special bonding between lovers. I'm choosing to wait until I feel in my heart and in my gut that this is the person I can completely lose ......
How can I live my life again?