It’s about an uke and Seme who has a one night stand relationship were they keep meeting at a hotel. I’m pretty sure uke is gay while the seme is originally straight.
I think the seme kept talking about eventually getting married/finding a girl, but after being sex friends for a few years the talk of getting married stopped.
The uke I think started to get feelings for him so he tried to break it off before he was going to get hurt. Would really appreciate if someone could help me find it <3
I think the seme had blonde hair while the uke had black hair.
I read this manga probably 10 years back so it is definitely an older manga.
I also remember when the uke tries to end their one-night stand relationship the seme says something along the lines of: “we paid for this hotel room so we might as well use it” and uh he raped him.
I hope these details help.
It's this one chapters 1- 3 -
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shiranu_wa_omae_bakari/
Which was about two sex friends that regularly met at a hotel, because of certain reasons that i don’t remember the uke tries to break it of with the seme.
And i think the seme raped him.
Anyone who might which Manga this was?
Here this chapters 1-3-
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shiranu_wa_omae_bakari/
Seme avoids uke because for a period back, him and uke was either walking around in the dark or pushed together in a small cramped place.
Anyway, the uke felt something hard press against him so he thought the Seme had a flashlight in this pocket so he reached out for it, but it was his d1ck.
After that the Seme avoids the uke.
I might be mixing up some details since it’s long since I have read it
The male lead loves female lead a lot, but try to hide his feelings for her in the manga either because he is afraid of how she would react. Or some other reason.
Some examples like Vampire Knight or like the manhua: getting married is not easy.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_way_to_protect_you_sweetheart/ It's a manhwa tho
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_wa_petto/
The ML likes the FL a lot but hides his feelings because he doesn’t think it’s mutual (and she gets into a relationship)
Male lead is madly in-love with with female lead to the point of crying. I really want to read a passionate romance where you can clearly tell how much he loves female lead.
I don’t mind tragedy.
I don’t care if it is a newer manga or old.
If it is incomplete I really want it to have a lot of chapters, but I really would prefer if it was completed tho :)
I recommend https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_ayu_no_monogatari/ (There’s multiple in the series, this is the first) though it might not exactly be what you’re looking for…he definitely loves the girl but when you read it that’s not necessarily the focus of the story. Also https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raise_wa_tanin_ga_ii/ - the guy is very much passionate with the MC, definitely more in a creepy-psychotic way which I’m not sure you’re really looking for, but it’s great! Finally, https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_dano_ai_dano/ - friends to lovers, guy falls first and it’s really cute, more of a comedy though
Where there is drama, angst and mature themes like sex, alcohol etc. I just want to read a mature straight romance which is hard to come across sometimes.
I already read Nana, Paradise Kiss, Koizora, Kimi Wa Petto just to name a few.
I don’t mind manwha or manhua btw.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gachi_koi_nenchakujuu_net_haishinsha_no_kanojo_ni_naritakute/
(stalkers, parasocial relationships etc) not that grounded in realism but pls at least read the second part of the story which starts vol3 chap 14
also https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/raise_wa_tanin_ga_ii/
but i havent kept up with it for a while so idk how good it is now
Thank you <333