
"If he finds out I love him very much, will his action of ruining the orphanage get a little better?"
Till the end the orphanage is what really matters for her, not her own son ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Even after she was presented by her child's pain in growing up, her very first concern is still the orphanage. Not her child's hurt in growing up. While it is good for the orphan have a place full of love, neglecting her own children is still a neglect. Well atleast the story consistent of her prioritizing orphanage than anything.