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Poor Yashiro, he has so low self-esteem that it’s impossible for him to believe that Doumeki still has feelings for him :(( Not to mention that he believes that Doumeki has a woman now and fucking him is just some kind of enrichment of sexual life (just as for majority of Yakuza men Yashiro has had sex with during his lifetime). And I need to say that at first, in previous chapters somehow I enjoyed the idea of jealous Yashiro, but just now, when he described himself as a livestock uncapable of growth I saw how miserable he feels and how deeply depressed he is. It’s now even jealousy, it’s something that eats him from the inside. :((