I'm not gonna lie I forgot everything about the Yakuza world and their disputes, their relationships, their missions, etc. I'm just here for my babies, I'm happy because they are meeting often to have sex but is so sad seeing Doumeki leave after that as usual they never talk about their feelings but I think this time is Yashiro who needs to take that step. I have a bad feeling and I think Doumeki is gonna get hurt and Yashiro is gonna regret not being honest and not telling him how he feels until is too late :( I'm also sad because who knows when will the next chapter be out. I don't have the patience anymore, I just want them to be safe and happy. The author should give us at least 3 chapters in a row
Poor Yashiro, he has so low self-esteem that it’s impossible for him to believe that Doumeki still has feelings for him :(( Not to mention that he believes that Doumeki has a woman now and fucking him is just some kind of enrichment of sexual life (just as for majority of Yakuza men Yashiro has had sex with during his lifetime). And I need to say that at first, in previous chapters somehow I enjoyed the idea of jealous Yashiro, but just now, when he described himself as a livestock uncapable of growth I saw how miserable he feels and how deeply depressed he is. It’s now even jealousy, it’s something that eats him from the inside. :((