This is what I call a REAL psychological horror BL. I loved the symbolism of the black door, especially how Jun was able to finally open it towards the end of the story. The reason why Jun was so scared of this room was because he knew what would lie before him- his inner malice/dark desires he left after the incident with Yeo Woo's parents. I guess his coping mechanism was to just make him completely forget about his childhood before reuniting with Yeo woo again. Jun felt empty because he separated from this other version of him, which is why I loved the quote "you'll only be half of what you can be". I guess that completely shattered his idea of how people can be classified as either good or bad. Jun could of been classified as good in the beginning, but that changed after meeting Yeo woo. Though the change was bad, I liked how it made Jun sound more human, as it showed how everyone's flawed. ANYWAYS, this was a well written story, with well written characters and a nice, satisfying yet eerie ending. This absolutely mindfucked me, I think that's what made the manhwa amazing (the smut scenes too
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I'm convinced the writer is just trying to make every character insufferable as the story progresses to the point it's no longer enjoyable. Imo I only like the main couple (suyong and jaehyun), besides them Norman and his horndog of a friend can go fuck themselves (I skipped their story after the unnecessary threesome I really couldn't be bothered). Now I'm here thinking Minwoo deserves better, but the writer doesn't stop there as they decided to put this unnecessary scene of him trying to SA his old crush...like JUST GIVE ME A BREAK
I can actually smell the ending. Let me stay delusional, I'm reading this from the beginning again