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I will not, never, in my entire life, read Pearl boy and don't get me wrong I started it, but I can't get past the rape and the fact that every videos I've seen of it are about mc suffering is an absolute no no, don't get me wrong I can handle stuff like r@pe but I can only handle too much of it, if it's alot then I seriously will become nauseous. ......