at first i loled want to read (All 15)
beta
looking for BL with seme abuse pls!!! and i mean like to the point of severe psychological scarring or mindbreak, not just the seme getting slapped a couple times. preferably from uke but from 3rd parties is ok too! either is fine. think murderous lewellyns levels of psychological impairment. thank u!
and yes i am ok and sane (i think)
wow I think this is pretty rare in BL I don’t think I’ve ever come across this trope
Bro js tell us u want angst with a crybaby-fixated-obsessed seme & no i don't have much physical abuse recs other than lewellyn, js the physiological impact
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/goshujinsama_toke_dama/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/reunion/
https://mangatoto.com/chapter/1722728
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_be_or_not_to_be/ (maybe this one counts as physical)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/false_memories_lee_gpiee/ (this too but bro got amnesia afterwards lmao)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boku_o_warui_ko_ni_shite/
And you can look through this tag for some more
https://www.mangago.zone/tag/Abused+seme/
LMAOO u might be onto smt. I rlly just wanna see more semes getting chewed up bad cs most seme mistreatment in BL is so tame!! its always the ukes getting this treatment! im starving !!!! the fixation and dependency is kinda like the dessert that comes afterwards ifykwim
and thank u so much! ill check these out
tysm!!
thank uu!
rs. like what happened to equality #UKERIGHTS
there's that fucked up one where the seme gets abused and manipulated to no end he's like a gym teacher and used to teach sumo and the uke was his kouhai in high school and he doesnt just blackmail him or mentally abuse him pretty sure dude ruins his life lol Im forgetting the name uuuuuh if it comes to me ill share it
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/little_bit_psycho/
literally perfect for you though it's short on chapters
at this point play the video game slow damage, its a visual novel and literally has everything you said in it
If you know what visual novels are, you should read ooe. The ukes in it break down the mcs psyche and sanity
I’ve never read anything like it. Some of those ukes were playing 4d chess with the semes brain
omg that sounds interesting, unfortunately i do not have access to a computer rn lol but i will be noting this down thank u!!
examples:
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2937867/
looking for BL where the seme is super strict and holds a very particular conservative/childish/naive outlook on sex and relationships. like the type of person to go "nuh uh premarital sex is obscene!" and then get all flustered
meanwhile uke is just tryna hit
Dreaming of a dokkaebi kinda?
TYSM!! ill add that to my to read list
"I think I should be in love with you... probably." I CANT BREATHE DUDE WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
mls only crime is having negative IQ AND EQ like no wonder his ass got divorced 3 times
I get the frustration towards kitahara and the ending, yet it definitely could've been way worse, considering bl standards. Tbh, id rather read shit where the ml is a fucking idiot but by yaoi magic it somehow works out, than bl #173 where the ml is an abusive rapist and the narrative does a whole america ninja warrior course in order to get the main couple a happy ending. Because I can at least get a good laugh out of the former.
That being said, holy shit its kinda sad how low my expectations and the standards are for yaoi.