kai1013 October 19, 2024 10:58 am

Spoilers for the impatient girlies out there lol
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Hakyung finally finds out that Yoonsung always knew that 'Jiyoung' was a man, and that when he woke up after the accident he was told Hakyung/fake!Jiyoung died in the crash. When Yoonsung tries to do his own investigation his family sets up fake evidence to prove Hakyung's death. He was so devastated that while driving he zones out and his car veers off the road and falls into a lake. He would have died had people not witnessed his accident and immediately got him out. He lost his memory due to the accident and could not remember Hakyung/Jiyoung anymore. Even with the memory loss Yoonsung was still suffering a horrible emptiness and sense of loss that he couldn't explain, yet his family still kept him in the dark. (Fuckkk them seriously)

Edit: Hakyung discovered all this because Yoonsung's sister in law told him everything.

Hakyung is devastated as he realizes how much he'd hurt Yoonsung by refusing to help him find his memory. He goes back home and runs to their apartment bc he wanted to immediately tell Yoonsung everything. He arrives at the door and Yoonsung's brother is standing in front of it. He tries to drag Hakyung away and calls him shameless, blames Yoonsung's memory loss on him, etc. Hakyung tries to struggle free and says he just wants a quick moment to tell Yoonsung something first then he'll leave. Then Yoonsung appears and grabs his brother's arm to stop him.

Raws stop here! In the novel they have a confrontation and Yoonsung reveals that he already got his memory back and tells his brother to leave because he doesn't want to see his and the rest of the family's faces.

    fujayshi October 18, 2024 3:01 pm

    omg ILYSM+!!! IM SO IMPATIENT I WANT THE CONVERSATION TO HAPPEN ALREADY. IM SO TIRESDDD OF THE MC HAVING TO KEEP EVERUTHING WUWUWUW

    S■■■a■io■ October 18, 2024 4:36 pm

    Thank you!! (っཀ~ཀ)っ

    google earth dot com October 18, 2024 4:54 pm

    thank youuuu i'm so excited to see this illustrated

    kai1013 October 18, 2024 5:14 pm
    omg ILYSM+!!! IM SO IMPATIENT I WANT THE CONVERSATION TO HAPPEN ALREADY. IM SO TIRESDDD OF THE MC HAVING TO KEEP EVERUTHING WUWUWUW fujayshi

    You're welcome!!!~

    As for Hakyung bottling it all up:

    1. He has always been under the impression that there is a possible threat to his brother's life (based on the novel it seems Yoonsung's brother never meant it. He just said it to warn Hakyung away but never had any intentions to hurt Hakyung's brother)

    2. Even if Yoonsung's dad was really pissed with Hakyung bc his son basically almost threw his life away for him, he kept his end of the bargain. Plus when Hakyung mom's died he helped arrange the funeral (probably by paying for it) even if it wasn't part of the deal. So I think there's also a lot of guilt mixed into it. Hakyung doesn't want to be ungrateful to them.

    3. Probably more guilt towards Yoonsung and his grandpa. And I think Hakyung just underestimated how much Yoonsung loved him/fake!Jiyoung. Now that he knows the truth he's gonna risk it all for him~

    fujayshi October 19, 2024 2:18 am
    You're welcome!!!~ As for Hakyung bottling it all up: 1. He has always been under the impression that there is a possible threat to his brother's life (based on the novel it seems Yoonsung's brother never meant... kai1013

    God i love spoilers! I look forward to it(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    CLou October 19, 2024 4:22 am

    does anyone know where i can read the novel version for this? please help

    Bebe October 19, 2024 5:27 am

    That you for this!!
    Now I can continue reading at ease, knowing where Yoonsung's thoughts and feelings have been this entire time. My fear before knowing this has always been that there would be a big blowup between Yoonsung and Hakyung and that the former would blame the latter for things (i.e. the lies and deception), but if Yoonsung has known all along and his feelings for Hakyung never dimmed and only increased all this time, then my hope is that Hakyung will some day be able to find a way to forgive himself (for deceiving Yoonsung, a person whom he grew feelings for). As long as Hakyung has Yoonsung by his side, even when things come to a head and Hakyung has to face the family members again— especially Yoonsung’s dad— I don’t think things will get too excruciatingly bad for him (≧∀≦)

    Bebe October 19, 2024 5:28 am
    That you for this!! Now I can continue reading at ease, knowing where Yoonsung's thoughts and feelings have been this entire time. My fear before knowing this has always been that there would be a big blowup be... Bebe

    *Thank

    ukiyohtml October 22, 2024 4:16 am

    thank you sm mwah mwah

    kai1013 October 22, 2024 5:52 am
    That you for this!! Now I can continue reading at ease, knowing where Yoonsung's thoughts and feelings have been this entire time. My fear before knowing this has always been that there would be a big blowup be... Bebe

    No problem! All I can say is Yoonsung is a lot smarter than you'd initially think. He has made up his mind about Hakyung loooong ago and has already taken certain measures to prepare for their future. He knew even back then that his family would be the biggest obstacle and has already prepared for that. No need to worry! Don't underestimate Yoonsung and Grandpa ;)

    maroni October 28, 2024 11:35 pm

    OMFGG THANK U FOR SHARING! IM ON MY KNEES!
    would u mind sharing further? I dont know where to read the novel and using translation is frustrating because it isn't always translated accurately.
    Would you mind spoiling more and how many more chapters we have! Please!

kai1013 October 13, 2024 5:17 pm

I like how they're still kinda acting the same w/ each other (esp Leo being a spoiled brat) even after the emotional heart to heart. This feels more natural than a 180 degrees change in personality. Just need to communicate more (and in Leo's case, LISTEN more lol)

    nez007 October 13, 2024 5:41 pm

    yeah it always gives me whiplash when the MC/ML almost becomes a whole different person after being so set in their ways beforehand. glad it's not like that here

    winter October 13, 2024 7:39 pm

    Yes!!

kai1013 October 12, 2024 3:11 am

Usually you'd only see those types of dumbass comments on 'toxic' manhwa. I'm surprised that even for this manhwa where the mc's inner conflict and the reasons for it is expressed so clearly people still can't understand why he acts the way he does. You can't rush a dynamic like this.

Also laughing at the "I'm dropping this!!" comments. Girl you're reading this illegally. Who are you threatening

kai1013 October 7, 2024 3:27 pm

I'm obsessed with their dynamic

kai1013 September 29, 2024 3:10 pm

No way it was that easy!!!!! We're gonna die!!!!! (Love the angst though)

kai1013 September 27, 2024 3:11 pm

Chapter 65 just came out and good lord.....the pain......

Spent the last 30 minutes crying to sad music in my room lmao. Poor Yoonsung Grief is portrayed so well in this manhwa. Just thinking about how they were separated for so long after THAT is so painful

    Mochi September 27, 2024 3:59 pm

    Gurll what happen? u need to share the pain with us

    Abi September 27, 2024 7:33 pm

    Oh naurrrr waht happeneddd

    kai1013 September 27, 2024 8:23 pm
    Gurll what happen? u need to share the pain with us Mochi

    SPOILERS!
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    It's the part where yoonsung woke up after the accident. His family knew that he got hit the hardest because he angled the car in a way that would protect hakyung at the last minute. So they intended to tell him that 'han jiyoung' was actually a man because they thought that would make yoonsung's feelings disappear. But when he woke up the first thing he did was to ask the nurse what happened to the MAN who was sitting beside him in the car, meaning he knew all along hakyung was a guy. So instead the family made it look like hakyung died to force yoonsung to give up on him.

    uriel September 28, 2024 3:45 am
    SPOILERS!-------------It's the part where yoonsung woke up after the accident. His family knew that he got hit the hardest because he angled the car in a way that would protect hakyung at the last minute. So th... kai1013

    Im killing myself

    BL_addict October 2, 2024 3:58 pm
    SPOILERS!-------------It's the part where yoonsung woke up after the accident. His family knew that he got hit the hardest because he angled the car in a way that would protect hakyung at the last minute. So th... kai1013

    Then he remember everything? And just pretending not to know to make sure that the mc is the mc?

    kai1013 October 3, 2024 3:28 am
    Then he remember everything? And just pretending not to know to make sure that the mc is the mc? BL_addict

    SPOILERS FROM THE NOVEL!
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    iirc he started to recover his memory after they came back from his grandfather's house (manhua chapter 33). The full memory recovery came when he read his old journal that was brought back from the house (manhua chapter 41). So now Yoonsung knows exactly who Hakyung is but he's pretending not to because he knows that Hakyung will run away unless there's solid proof.

    BL_addict October 3, 2024 4:24 am
    SPOILERS FROM THE NOVEL!-------------iirc he started to recover his memory after they came back from his grandfather's house (manhua chapter 33). The full memory recovery came when he read his old journal that ... kai1013

    Thaank youuu!

kai1013 September 18, 2024 5:16 am

This was hard to read but I still kept coming back lol. Excited to see the chasing arc. I hope Jaekyung suffers!

Also I'm laughing at some of the comments. People whining and bitching about this manhwa yet still diligently reading over 50 chapters of it. "I'm waiting for it to get better!!!" Sure jan. The funniest ones are the people threatening to drop it like cmon we're all reading this FOR FREE in an illegal website lol. None of us are contributing to the author's hard work.

kai1013 September 14, 2024 2:01 pm

This is probably the best webnovel to manhwa adaptation I've ever seen. It's literally perfect. Zero complaints.

    Laruto September 14, 2024 5:57 pm

    I agree, it feels like I'm watching a well written and directed movie, even the blanks space reverberate meaning, so thoughtfully crafted, I feel blessed reading this (▰˘◡˘▰)

    fwopfwop September 15, 2024 5:06 am

    everything is so poetic. lemme tell you why it has profoundly unique storytelling, where its not really different but the feeling is unique is because it also uses "quiet scenes", like in ghibli. moments where, after an emotionally charged scenes, we have these gorgeously drawn panels where we see the view of the mc as he thinks about what happened and what to do. we also get to think.

kai1013 September 14, 2024 11:17 am

The people on here bitching about lack of consent.....we're literally a hundred chapters in and you still don't understand what kinda BL you're reading? And it's not like you're paying to read this either lmao

    tewsie September 14, 2024 11:48 am

    Yeah if they don't like the no consent then go read something else. Doubt complaining is gonna change anything

    kai1013 September 14, 2024 1:49 pm
    Yeah if they don't like the no consent then go read something else. Doubt complaining is gonna change anything tewsie

    I think they feel guilty about liking a story with problematic tropes like this so they have to compensate for that by moral grandstanding in the comments section. I just wish they'd stop making their personal inner conflicts everyone else's problem. It's annoying.

    I love it September 14, 2024 2:44 pm
    I think they feel guilty about liking a story with problematic tropes like this so they have to compensate for that by moral grandstanding in the comments section. I just wish they'd stop making their personal ... kai1013

    YESSS i just left a comment exactly like this under a dif manwha.

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