yukihira's Topics (10)

Ye Li has always been Like Zhu, just without his memories and without emotions. When he met Ah Yan the seal on his emotions started weakening and he started to feel more.

Yeah i got it from the plot lol. I'm talking about how Ye Li lived life as a different person. No emotions ok but he has different memories, he met a lot of people and etc. That's what I'm talking about.

Yeah, but as I understand it, it's the same as changing as you age. The person you are at 15 is not the same as the one you are at 30. You have more memories, experience and your emotions shift as well to accommodate that. You are still in essence the same person but you are also vastly different in your behavior, the things that matter to you and the way you approach things. For me, it's the same in this case, I'm thinking Li Zhu is just the mature version of Ye Li, more understanding and flexible because he's had more experience with life and seen more of the world.

EXACTLY WE NEED MORE OF UE

LOUDERRRRRRRR PLEASE!!! I'M NOT GONNA STOP SPAMMING MY BOI UE IN THE MANGA! IDC ABOUT THE ANIME SERIES FANDOM ANYMORE WHO ONLY TALK ABOUT HOW TO BRING YUKI BACK!!!!!

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Yeah i liked how it started but now it's all about yuki i just want to know other characters and especially ue WHO GAVE MAFYU THIS CHANCE TO REALLY PLAY MUSIC not just "I'll write smth to you just wait alone there" but no everyone is silent about that(((( and the fact that ue now is bringing everyone together.... BUT UE WHO this fandom knows only yuki

No, it take time for a person to get over his dead lover. Yuki is as much as part of this manga as ue. They are moving forward. But slowly. It takes time.

That's what I'm saying the author should show us real Yuki to understand this story better and their relationship to move on. But now we just see him though other people memories and sorry that's not enough for me to understand &love character. That's why i feel like this story is stuck and i feel bad for ue who has to suffer though he did nothing wrong.

Ofc its slow but uk we have 36 chapters already. How much will we get to see ue&mafyu relationship? Have you thought about that?

How much chapters* sorry English isn't my first language

I mean I'm sure this going to be a long manga not one of those short story manga that have either 5 or 10 chapter. I think it's going to be nice and slow. There's still going to be more on Yuki I think. And like I said since it takes time to get over a dead lover I think the pacing of the manga is fine since it's one of those manga's that will have loads of chapters.

But they've passed like 4 or 5 seasons already. Which could mean roughly a year. And it's not implied how many years it's been since Yuki died before meeting Ue. (Correct me if I'm wrong at the latter)

Finally! My fellow, who thinks like me!!! If this continue, I'm up for someone coming in unexpectedly in Ue's life who love's him. Just because it's him and not because He reminds him of someone else.

Even so it still takes time and this manga portrays that, it's his first time after Yuki to be interested in someone so of course it's going to take time and he is going to look at similarities but he also sees ue as himself. Like I said it's a slow burn manga so it's going to take time for

I still don't get it. If it takes that much amount of time, why confess in the first place? You gotta sort out your feelings first before you actually "get in" to a relationship. It just feels like, Mafuyu's half-assing their relationship. Concidering he's not even telling Ue all of his past, just him having an ex who died before.

No I don't see it as half-assing because you can see that he has moved on romantically he just still feels some emotions towards Yuki understandably especially with the day he died. It's a lot of guilt with it too.

Way*

I absolutely agree with you

tnk u, tbh i hate yuki despite i said it once in cmnts here n i got so much hate .. but i hate how traumatized mafuya n ruined his life n the band's life as well .. yet it was mafuya who was hated so bad like what ????
he said those words in anger .. we dont even know what happened exactly that pushed him to say such a thing .. oooof i just wanna get my explanation tbh ugh

I also think that their relationship was a little biased. More than just love, sometimes It looks like their bond was what kept them together.
But if it weren't for Yuki's suicide, I don't think they could break up, because Yuki would never let him go and Mafuyu would probably feel too guilty to do so. It's hard to say, since we don't know what the real Yuki was like.

Yeah it's really hard mb you're right with yuki never letting go of mafyu. I just hate that the author doesn't give us real yuki just other people memories about him. I hope the author will do smth more to us so we'll see their problems why their relationship weren't ideal at all and etc
Cause now I see all these tweets and video about mafyu and yuki how they were soulmates and I don't get people like if they were so good together why this childish fight caused such a terrible accident?

Everyone has problems whether it’s big or small but that doesn’t mean they are not allowed to fall in love and be loved.

when it involves a past lover you havent gotten over and is constantly blabbering about then do yourself and everyone a favor and not jump into a relationship even tho you have minor feelings for another person since youre just gonna drag this person into your problems (which mafuyu has no surprise there) youre allowed to be inlove and love but it has to be 50/50 and reciprocated not a rebound relationship yikes

Totally agree!

Fuck if I want a rebound relationship.... I’d find myself a fuck buddy.... not a boyfriend..... and Mafuyu is not dragging Uenoyama down.... Mafuyu actually lifted him up....... Uenoyama started enjoying playing guitar and music more since Mafuyu came to his life..... I guess you forgot about that because you’re so focused on Mafuyu’s past... maybe you’re the one stuck in the past...

ud find yourself a fuck buddy while mafuyu found himself a person completely resembling his dead lover hes dragging ueno down by further molding him into yuki with all this song bs and comparisons. uenos constantly being slapped by yuki this and yuki that from everyone around him which couldve been avoided had mafuyu explained that hes not fucking over yuki.

mafuyu didnt fall “inlove” with ueno as a person no he fell inlove with him bc hes literally the ideal clone for yuki thus the endless comparisons made by mafuyu himself b/w them. if mafuyu knew ueno well enough to fall inlove with him as a person (no yuki similarities) then hed know ueno wouldnt act the same as yuki but he sees ueno as yuki 2.0 and assume ueno would do what yuki would do (last scene)

hes literally the one thats been stuck in the past this whole time. this whole manga is about his past and moving on (side note: too much of the past to the point where ueno, the main character is less fleshed out as a mc than yuki is and they literally have no fucking chemistry as a couple at this point bc of it) but imo hes rushing too much into a relationship which isnt beneficial for him nor is it fair to ueno.

same. I’m usually all for the long white haired dudes... but this is just not it （￣へ￣）

Im about to set that piece of trash on fire, that's why.

same like I’m so sorry but he’s literally so ugly to me

that's a mood he ruined the moment

same here

I meant that this story is great it's just the readers who like this toxic shit

girl shut up

aww you're so sweet

i try (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Agree hngg

I suspect anyone who likes him, there's something wrong with you if you do. And don't give me the "it's just fiction" shpiel, the fact that you like him means he does something for you.

I’m glad somebody gets it, like it doesn’t matter what kind of weird shit your into as long as you know that it’s not okay to do that fucked up crap, I don’t even care if it’s just a manga and it’s not real, it’s not okay

i aggree. i mean its whatever if people like the side story because the situation is completely different, but i just couldn’t get into it after seeing what jihyun did to chiwoo. honestly i was disappointed that the author did a parallel universe where jihyun gets a happy ending bc that is literally the last thing i wanted for him bc he’s a rapist but so long people aren’t defending/hyping up the real jihyun i wont judge them. its a shame that people only feel bad cus he’s hot, it def shows that they really dont care about what he did

Yeah i hate when people say "this is yaoi not a real life" the hell

Same. I don’t think they understand how terrifying Chiwoo had it for his rapist to come back and haunt him. He even sat next to Chiwoo in class and followed him to his house. Itd be quite horrifying if I were in Chiwoos situation and idk how people expected jihyun to be forgiven. Chiwoo is watching his rapist lead a successful life and people still root for Jihyun. If jihyun were ugly it’d be a different discussion.

Absolutely agree. As long as a character is handsome he's forgiven for everything he goes. And yeah you totally have a point he not only raped him he didn't even feel sorry until the very end and i'm not even sure if he really was sorry or he just realized that chiwoo is not going to put up with all his shit anymore.
And all this stalking is terrifying

Sad how people don’t see how it applies to real life as well. This may be fiction but it can be real for some people who have to see their rapist in real life. Rooting for a fictional rapist just feeds into the normality of supporting ppl who are criminals but it doesn’t matter cus they’re hot