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“He’s not gonna like me anymore if he knows I’m into bdsm!” Like, seriously..? That’s legit one of the most vanilla kinks these days. Wish the author didn’t choose his big dark secret to be that -_-
well actually to be honest I'm the same as the red haired. So it's actually not that far away (at least I totally understand him). I kinda like that the author chose to have the one w the bdsm kinks be ashamed or anxious because of this and not as strong as many others out there ;)
Imagine being rude
>.> “bdsm” is super broad, it isn’t one kink and a lot of it isn’t vanilla. Also chris has trauma from an ex that abused him with bdsm, it makes sense he’d be scared to retry
Exactly! And I figure if u have a bad experience with one of these kinks or a dom that mistreats you, you could get out heavily scarred mentally. This is nothing to look down on
It also shows that he is scarred since he decided to be on top for this scene and to be the one to hold the ropes as u would say, granting that he is in charge and has control of the situation which hints that he didn't have that as a sub in his last relationship and was mistreated. He wants to have control over the situation. And as we saw in the visions from the seme before, he is totally a sub and masochist originally. So that really shows his insecurity and trauma.
?? trying to understand what that lump is on ch 12 pg 23 lmao
I think it's his leg but it curled up so it looks lumpy