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Author sama please don't come here to us readers patronizing what Eunhyeok did. I'll give it to you. He's hot. But theres NO excuse for what he did!? No words, explanation, excuses or reasoning is worth WAITING FOR 8 OR 10 EFFING YEARS! I REPEAT!!! (1000000x Times))

If he doesnt SUFFER, GROVEL, BEG, CRY, CHASE, GETS HEARTBROKEN, REGRETS! Imma seriously throw hands!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Ps : it betttterrr be a life or death situation for him to Ghost our FL for 10 effing years!! (╬￣皿￣)凸

I guess this is not everyone's cup of tea but... the epilogue definitely is the saving grace for this two complex characters.
As complicated, frustrating and messy this story was in the beginning and to where it is now. I kind of felt that it would've been better if they didn't end up together. But they did end up getting back. I was like a parent against their relationship. But seeing them now, i feel they might be suited for each other in a way.

I like how seme has been slowly communicating & showing his feelings & I especially like how patient uke is being with the seme, i thought he would lash out when seme refused to speak about Haram but he let it go by trying to understand the seme and by being patient. Its also realistic how seme is still unable to talk about it openly to the uke, things that stem from trauma are never easy to talk about. I see development from both sides. I wish they'd seek therapy too.

No explanation is worth waiting for 10 FREAKING YEARS! Lets be real guys. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
No matter how hot or handsome Eunhyeok is... If he doesn't GROVEL on the floor begging, crying, going crazy and asking FL to be back with him. I ain't...!! & he better have a life or death kind of situation for him to GHOST & ABANDON her for 10 effing years!!!

A lot of us are waiting for his reasons. But I am slightly disappointed & frustrated with how this story turned out in the season. I didn't expect this. I'm not even ANTICIPATING for bis excuses or reasons. Sighs*

Read till chapter 56,
Ch 55 uke was asking seme to get married to which seme refused & brought up excuses saying that's a big commitment etc. Uke then decides to prob run away or leave cause he realises and gets hurt on his own cause seme will prob not change.

chapter 56 we see seme with a ring box and a report as he's discussing with his driver that he'd dumb uke before it gets too serious and emotions are not needed blah blah. He even gets uke a car (BROTHER ARE YOU SERIOUS??!) So as they go for a drive, seme gets out to talk on the phone, uke see the ring in the car as he opens the compartment thingy and get all blushy, thinking seme gonna propose. Lmfao. While seme a while back was holding the same ring and talking about dumbing him. (︶︿︶)＝凸


Uke is dumb and keeps getting SWAYED TF! One moment he's hurt by his own expectations cause seme is wishy washy, the other moment he wants to escape and run away, the other he's delulu and most of the other time its SEX tf!
GROW A SPINE & run away like tf you decided.

So what i am getting from the chapter is... The seme is more of a DOM than a SADIST or maybe he's a lil bit of both?? IDK. Because he said so that control is what drives him. And if the uke is obedient, he'd fullfill his needs of pain, getting choked etc etc.

But why didn't he make it clear to the uke from the start cause now that he got a taste of the uke, seems like he doesnt really know where & when to draw the line.

Do DOMS & SUB's play outside of play time too? Someone who has knowledge on that. Let me know?? (￣∇￣")
Cause seems to me the seme been playing DOM all alone without even giving the uke a heads up. And isn't uke more of a MASOCHIST cause he likes pain???

I am slightly confused & disappointed with how this story is going.
At first it seemed like seme was on point with his communication and drawing boundaries when it came to PLAY TIME. Now its all messed up cause his DOM tendencies come out every other day. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Can someone please recommend me yaoi like ROSES & CHAMPAGNE??
Don't recommend me CODE ANASTASIA, I've heard that the artist left so i don't wanna read it atm.
I've already read PASSION as well.

Thank you sm! (▰˘◡˘▰)

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Guilty pleasure : WE ALL ATE THIS SHIT UP. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

I like clingy, affectionate seme's. So I'm not complaining at all. Sure, he can sometimes show some tendencies of red flags with his obsession & possessiveness but imma just let it slide cause they both seem happy & it seems to me like even the uke likes it.

Uke may seem like he's a pushover at times but if he really hated how the seme acts, he would probably call the seme out. (〜￣△￣)〜

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Time to reread this!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ Well, its a bummer we won't get more chapters but atleast its getting completed. I pray and hope that the author is not seriously ill & recovers soon.

s'up

So what is gonna happen next? Novel readers spoil me please (づ￣ ³￣)づ

The thought of being tempted to cheat itself repulses me. Sure no action was done & sure he didn't act on it but this kind of characters will be the first to cheat IRL scenario. IN THE FIRST PLACE... Why TF would you take the opportunity to go with your so called EX FUCK BUDDY/ FRIENDS WITH BENEFIT/ SITUATIONSHIP partner when you have some disagreement or an argument with your lover?? You don't have nowhere to go? Go tf home, cool your head & communicate!! You may both be right in your own way or be both at fault. But i still cannot wrap my head around that.

If my partner do that to me & spend the night over at his EX FUCK buddy's place. Istg i will break up with that piece of trash! (╬￣皿￣)凸

Girl? You'll make your husband misunderstand if you keep being so secretive. He's such a green flag!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Sure, the art is amazing but... The plot? The seme? The bestfriend? Tbh it kinda gives me the ICK. And uke being so naive is also making me upset for no reason. Sighs* Am i the only one disliking both the top and the bestfriend?!! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ One is taking advantage & using the uke because of his innocence about love while the other in the name of being his best friend has ulterior motives & is kissing him while he's dead asleep. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
Ps :- Letting this marinate.

I'll just admit it at this point. This is absolutely brain rot! BUT I've been completely MANIPULATED BY THE SEME this season! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

I stand with LUDWIG!!

I've always wandered... Characters say they're straight but end up fucking a dude. And still say no homo & make all the excuses in the world. Like how does that even work.?? You're not gay but you f*ck a guy, doesn't that make ya gay? Or do people just get curious. How does that psychology even work???

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