I guess this is not everyone's cup of tea but... the epilogue definitely is the saving grace for this two complex characters.
As complicated, frustrating and messy this story was in the beginning and to where it is now. I kind of felt that it would've been better if they didn't end up together. But they did end up getting back. I was like a parent against their relationship. But seeing them now, i feel they might be suited for each other in a way.
I like how seme has been slowly communicating & showing his feelings & I especially like how patient uke is being with the seme, i thought he would lash out when seme refused to speak about Haram but he let it go by trying to understand the seme and by being patient. Its also realistic how seme is still unable to talk about it openly to the uke, things that stem from trauma are never easy to talk about. I see development from both sides. I wish they'd seek therapy too.