The TEMPTATION to read this. But gurlll! Imma be patient. Lets atleast marinate it till 50 chapters! #fighting ╥﹏╥
Goshh this chapter is good. I like a helpless tied up seme. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Author sama please don't come here to us readers patronizing what Eunhyeok did. I'll give it to you. He's hot. But theres NO excuse for what he did!? No words, explanation, excuses or reasoning is worth WAITING FOR 8 OR 10 EFFING YEARS! I REPEAT!!! (1000000x Times))
If he doesnt SUFFER, GROVEL, BEG, CRY, CHASE, GETS HEARTBROKEN, REGRETS! Imma seriously throw hands!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Ps : it betttterrr be a life or death situation for him to Ghost our FL for 10 effing years!! (╬￣皿￣)凸
I guess this is not everyone's cup of tea but... the epilogue definitely is the saving grace for this two complex characters.
As complicated, frustrating and messy this story was in the beginning and to where it is now. I kind of felt that it would've been better if they didn't end up together. But they did end up getting back. I was like a parent against their relationship. But seeing them now, i feel they might be suited for each other in a way.
I like how seme has been slowly communicating & showing his feelings & I especially like how patient uke is being with the seme, i thought he would lash out when seme refused to speak about Haram but he let it go by trying to understand the seme and by being patient. Its also realistic how seme is still unable to talk about it openly to the uke, things that stem from trauma are never easy to talk about. I see development from both sides. I wish they'd seek therapy too.
No explanation is worth waiting for 10 FREAKING YEARS! Lets be real guys. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
No matter how hot or handsome Eunhyeok is... If he doesn't GROVEL on the floor begging, crying, going crazy and asking FL to be back with him. I ain't...!! & he better have a life or death kind of situation for him to GHOST & ABANDON her for 10 effing years!!!
A lot of us are waiting for his reasons. But I am slightly disappointed & frustrated with how this story turned out in the season. I didn't expect this. I'm not even ANTICIPATING for bis excuses or reasons. Sighs*
Period this is exactly how i feel
And he had the audacity to stare like that
Fr! If he’s the one who ignores suae, I would literally be mad at the author at this point!!
Ikrrrrr!!! And he's with another effing girl! Boiii! Get outta here! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ Knowing FL why do i feel like she's gonna rake him easy peasy!! Author sama I beg you!! Please don't!
Ikrrrr! I was like Bruh Move on!
Ikrrr
Read till chapter 56,
Ch 55 uke was asking seme to get married to which seme refused & brought up excuses saying that's a big commitment etc. Uke then decides to prob run away or leave cause he realises and gets hurt on his own cause seme will prob not change.
chapter 56 we see seme with a ring box and a report as he's discussing with his driver that he'd dumb uke before it gets too serious and emotions are not needed blah blah. He even gets uke a car (BROTHER ARE YOU SERIOUS??!) So as they go for a drive, seme gets out to talk on the phone, uke see the ring in the car as he opens the compartment thingy and get all blushy, thinking seme gonna propose. Lmfao. While seme a while back was holding the same ring and talking about dumbing him. (︶︿︶)＝凸
Uke is dumb and keeps getting SWAYED TF! One moment he's hurt by his own expectations cause seme is wishy washy, the other moment he wants to escape and run away, the other he's delulu and most of the other time its SEX tf!
GROW A SPINE & run away like tf you decided.
Did you read it in English? If you did, please drop the link?
Ah, got it
https://zinchanmanga.net/manga/pray/
I read it from the other website that the other commenters give,
idk if the translation is accurate, but if it is, then seems like you got a little confused here. MC just want test the ML reaction about marriage. ML wants to marry MC, but then MC then said about people with kids together would ended up married. It all got serious when ML said that he didn't want a child and brought up about unwanted child. MC still planning his revenge, but he want to wait for 3 months at least until the baby in his stomach stable. The baby needs the father's pheromone. He keep saying it so many times, idk why people missing that point and calling names at MC for not running away sooner.
While the ML had plans on his own, but he can't bring MC down with him. MC bringing up marriage is a sign for ML that MC wants a serious relationship, but he can't have that because of the plans. So he choose to lay the MC down, acting like he was just playing around with the goal that so MC would move on quickly from him. ML giving MC and teaching him how to drive the car so at least MC can have something valuables. That's what i understand it from the other website.
Oh... I see... I didn't read from the website. I roughly used a translate app to translate it from newtoki so i guess i missed some points. Thanks for clearing it out. Ill check the other website. Sighs* i wish we get better translation with updates sooner. ╥﹏╥
Nah, it's alright. I'm still not sure about why ML giving MC a car tho, but that's how I understand it
Yeah, sometimes i can understand it the translation here, but sometimes it quite messy that I would just connect the dots. But it's alright, they did quite a good job and now we got the official translation uploaded here~~
So what i am getting from the chapter is... The seme is more of a DOM than a SADIST or maybe he's a lil bit of both?? IDK. Because he said so that control is what drives him. And if the uke is obedient, he'd fullfill his needs of pain, getting choked etc etc.
But why didn't he make it clear to the uke from the start cause now that he got a taste of the uke, seems like he doesnt really know where & when to draw the line.
Do DOMS & SUB's play outside of play time too? Someone who has knowledge on that. Let me know?? (￣∇￣")
Cause seems to me the seme been playing DOM all alone without even giving the uke a heads up. And isn't uke more of a MASOCHIST cause he likes pain???
I am slightly confused & disappointed with how this story is going.
At first it seemed like seme was on point with his communication and drawing boundaries when it came to PLAY TIME. Now its all messed up cause his DOM tendencies come out every other day. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Dom/sub bdsm play always has communication boundaries first and equanimity in ability to speak. this manwha started in a green place...I don't know what the hell the last few chapters have been. there are definitely better bdsm Dom/sub relationships featured in not as popular manwhas where when the relationships shift so do the play dynamics, sometimes stopping play all together if romantic feelings get involved. if interested, I can look through my lists an recommend some where they do the play in a more respectable way. Also, if interested in these play dynamics, there are plenty of actual literature that discusses do's and don'ts. hope that helps!
I am curious about this BDSM thing but i don't indulge or read them much because what fiction does best is misinterpret and misinform and put ideas in my head which isn't how BDSM is supposed to be. I guess??
And sure maybe some BDSM relationships irl may be toxic too. (I say this in the most respectful way) Not everyone would be followimg the rules & being respectful even in a BDSM relationship irl as well. Maybe some people are like what all these Manhwa's portray. Toxic & crossing the lines.
But i do like to understand or read a yaoi or bl where BDSM is true to its essense with a healthy relationship instead of a confused, no boundary, miscommunicated ones to get the real understanding of BDSM.
I know I'm asking too much though. (〜￣△￣)〜
Guilty pleasure : WE ALL ATE THIS SHIT UP. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Bruh became his own worst enemy. (￣∇￣") but i love it. Hehe. Can't believe he was so crazy. HE KISSED HIM WHILE UKE WAS KNOCKED OUT DRUNK & GOT MAD WHEN UKE DIDN'T REALISE IT. Lmfao (〜￣△￣)〜