This waa supposed to be creepy? Why did i like it? Why did i enjoy it? (▰˘◡˘▰)
Our uke was manipulated. Despite teasing him for falling in love too quickly, we can't really fault him. Imagine living a life of solitude and struggle, constantly fending off those looking to exploit you, all while caring for a sick sibling & struggling to make ends meet. Then, along comes someone who offers you a glimmer of hope and treats you with kindness even if that kindness was occassional.
The ease with which our uke fell in love speaks volumes about his innocence, naivety & how he might deep down long for affection in some sort of way.
What was i expecting from the mafia? I'm a dumb dumb too. Atleast i wished seme would not let Uke's brother die like that though. I cannot see a redemption arc. I hope he regrets it soon like how the uke fell in love in a heartbeat. I hope he regrets in and dieee! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I do feel like the story was rushed, I mean everything happened so quick, and yeah I don't know if it's because of that, but some parts just don't make sense to me, the characters don't seem to think right xD
Its probably the phasing of the story. The premise of the story is solid, but its delivery feels rushed, lacking in development. Maybe that's why. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ but yeah... Im just taking it with a grain of salt. I know the seme will regret it in a heartbeat too
Yeah, I feel like it's missing things, like you don't see what made the characters come to such decisions, you only see them act, normally you would see the characters thinking or talking, making us readers feel the antecipation of what comes next.
Guess whut? It gets worse. I just saw the raws and my goodness its a fever dream. Make it make sense!!
Also, spoilers....
Read the raws, the story has 23 chapters in the raws and it's still coming out. And basically some things happen. The uke gets away and then some time skip. He comes back to become someone more powerful than Risky. And Risky says he wants him back, he was told the uke was dead before the time skip, but he kept looking for him.
What confuses me is that all of a sudden the uke doesn't feel that much hatred for Risky anymore, the reason he comes back doesn't seem very clear. Anyway, Risky also basically thinks he can get the uke to still like him again or to be with him, he tells the uke his heart is beating really fast, all this when he killed his brother, why would he think the uke would voluntarily stay with him after he burned everything he knew and killed his only family and reason to live? Just doesn't make sense in my head... So it makes me think again that the story is rushed, there should be some panels of Risky looking for the uke or of him going even more crazy then he is and become more obssessed, but there aren't?
Also, they show the uke having sex with the blond guy, again makes the story seem rushed because with the time skip you basically don't see them getting closer, one moment they meet and the blond helps him run away, the other moment some time passed and they have sex... Just weird as the uke did not seem like a character that has sex with everyone without deeper feelings. In my opinion he just had sex with Risky because he was very innocent and a virgin. He had never dated, so to him that was an ok relationship and he got easily attached to the seme as he was his "saviour". But with Risky betraying him, I thought we would see some character development of him growing and understanding he can't trust so easily and I was hopping to see him struggle to get, at least, physically stronger, but nope.
I feel like the novel probably has much more details?
Yeah, I saw the raws too, the only reason I wanna see the end of this is to see if the uke really kills Risky or does he get yet again manipulated into staying with Risky? I'm not even interested in the blond guy, because he too makes no sense as they had the opportunity to just disappear in the raws and nope they come right back, if he really liked him he would have tryed to stop the uke from doing any revenge as the uke seems very weak mentally, all he wants in his life is a family and a stable home, so he could have convinced him...
Ikrrr!!! The reason i was defending the uke was cause i thought now he'd have some character development, be badass and get stronger. But nah!! He is most likely just dickmatized. How the person who led to your baby brothers dead screw you over again. Like wtf!! Its so annoying. I wanted him to grow some spine!
Yeah, I'm so annoyed at the uke (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
As much as i like the art. I'm slightly disappointed because i wanted to see how their relationship progressed after the main story ended. I wanted to see more of their lovey dovey relationship aspect after the main story & how they behave or personalities change now that they're lovers. I know this historical side story aint bad. But I'm left unsatisfied with the ending of the main story now cause I thought atleat I'd get to see their dynamics in the side story. Ykwimmm? What a bummer.
From the beginning i disliked her sister and now i dislike her even more. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
IAM WITH YOU
Rereading the officialy translations made this a whole lot better. From my understanding....
Sure, the seme(Kyung) has a misunderstanding of how the uke(Woojin) might be in love with Inseob(Beta). But its very clear that from Kyung's actions since their highschool days, it tells us otherwise. Even if Inseob was closer to Seme's type, his eyes followed Woojin, he likes teasing him, defends his character to his friends & at the same time he also uses Inseob as an outlet to continue their so called friendship or situation when he ask for his number but uke refuses. He's been lowkey chasing after the uke using Inseob as an outlet cause he thinks that uke likes Inseob. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Theres so many instances : like how hs thought he'd be an omega, how he confessed to Inseob to see if uke would react, how he got mad when uke ran off to military, how he wanted his number again, how he set himself a date with the uke (Not once but twice!), how he took him to the club just to get jealous, how he held back his pheromones etc etc.
The story is good but the phasing is weird because of the back and forth. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Someone please share me the eng trans novel link? Pleaseee
Gosh... My heart... Im not into GL but legit this made me sad...!! Please be happy all of you!
Ps : Mc's sisters lowkey kinda annoys me though.
I will never understand why a story like this even gets 49.9% five star rating? Lmao. Who the heck be giving this shite 5 stars? Thats the hilarious part.
As for the other part. I am dropping this cause pieces of shits, waste of oxygen from precious plants, tissue papers, shit water, food etc... like this characters are a waste of space for my mental peace cause i feel infuriated.
If I have to describe it... This story delves into the intense portrayal of parental abuse on children, both mentally and physically, showing how children's boundless love can be met with failure from the very adults that should nurture them. As these children grow into adults themselves, they grapple with the trauma inflicted by their parents, often resulting in them either hurting others or becoming reclusive or emotionless unable to open up or rely on anyone. （/TДT)/
The relationship between the "seme" and the "uke" is beautiful. The uke, despite enduring some emotional or mental abuse from his controlling father, finds strength and growth through the seme's presence & changes for the better. In contrast, the seme's trauma runs deeper, stemming from physical and mental abuse by his father. This trauma makes it challenging for him to open up to the uke, despite his genuine love. The seme is mature yet struggling, especially with trust and insecurity, because of his past experiences, including his ex-wife leaving him & that Uke's stupid ex fling saying some BS.
I hope the seme opens up and relies more om the uke. May he slowly overcome his trauma & learn to trust the uke, just as the uke jas learn to love him. ╥﹏╥
are you an intj, or perhaps intp?