
I'm not fond of how Sawato has been acting at all. It looks like he's ditching someone for losing his memory. And the dude even likes him still (despite the memory loss). I'd get it if he hates the guy because a different person he loved died due to said guy (even unintentionally). Daiki's character doesn't even seem too different from before based on what I've seen in the flashback so far. So what really is Sawato's problem? I hope fututre chapters will reveal a good enough case. I'm not resenting Yamato here. I'm just confused and troubled by the character's actions at the moment.

it's a bit different. his guy taunted him and respected him, he took his time getting into sex with him. when he lost his memories, shortly after that he forced him.

Oh. Wow. Thanks for the spoilers. Anyway, now that it's given, I'm curious. Is the forcing part the one that's been shown in the previous chapters or is it something yet to be shown in a flashback? Now, I'm more curious about the details. Including the guy's mental state after he lost his memories.
I wasn't expecting the simplified spoilers (actually, I wouldn't have wanted them but it was my fault for sounding so curious I guess) but thanks for replying anyway.

SPOILER
...yeah, the new Daiki rapes him shortly after recovering from the accident. Sawato was actually very accepting of him until that rape scene. It shocked him how his Daiki, who was very considerate of his feelings, would do that to him. Hence, his attitude toward this new, unfamiliar Daiki.
So I've read the spoilers from the comments (I really shouldn't have) and my hearts been effing crushed. What hurts so much is that I saw their story mainly from the point of view of the one that gets cast aside and hurt. He's the one who started the story for me, I followed him, I rooted for him for chrissake only to find out that it's going to be his pain. Based on what I've seen from the comments he hasn't really done anything more selfish than any of the other main characters yet. I know I can't really be mad at Paul and Danny since they're the one who are in love, but damn, it just effing hurts! And I really love the mangaka's style too (not just the art but her style in making the manga as a whole) so I'm not saying this sucks (it's the opposite actually). I'm desperate to read this manga 'til the (yet nonexistent ?) end.
Haaa... if I won't really be able to read this anymore because of, more than being Japanese-illiterate, not being able to buy the volumes or the magazine its chapters are published in, can anybody who knows at least shed some light on what happened on the last chapter or the latest that has been released? I think the chapter title was "Don't Ask Me Why"?